So, you're still sure...? - Sean

”But.. I still need to hit you in the head.. Just to stay clear..” sagde han et flabet smil om læben, men et alvorligt blik i øjnene. Så kunne Atanas selv regne ud hvad han mente med det jo. ”Of cause it was, you can't keep anything secret from me?” sagde han og grinede så lidt, det var rigtig nok. Men den eneste hemmelighed de nogen sinde havde haft, var alligevel Seans små forelskelse, men den var væk nu.. Ik?
”Of cause not.. But.. Maybe.. Now.. I don't know?” sagde han stille og trak på skulderne, det var meget at skulle overveje og de var lige blevet venner igen.. Eller de var ved at blive venner igen, så hurtigt gik det jo alligevel ikke.. Selv om det sikkert ville være nemt at falde ind i gamle vaner. ”Would I make a good beta, you think?” spurgte han så, ikke helt sikker selv. Han vidste ikke om han var titlen værdig, om han var Atanas værdig overhovedet.. At skulle være i et pack igen.. Men så alligevel, hvis han skulle være i et pack så skulle det også være Atanas', ham eller ingen.. Men der var bare en ting han blev nød til at vide først.. Følelser eller ej? Hvordan skulle han.. Finde ud af det, fuck.

"Of course you do," he said with just a small, crooked smile. He knew he deserved several punches, each for their own thing. Some of the ways he'd handled things with Sean hadn't been optimal, but it'd always been good again as soon as Sean had been allowed to hit him. He guessed that was just their way of doing things. Whenever they'd bickered, and someone had deserved a punch, he'd gotten it, and they'd just laughed about it afterwards. Knowing that one another could take a lot of punches, helped a lot with that.

"Oh, dang it. I tried to keep it hidden," he laughed. "Guess I only hid it from some of the pack, and never you, eh?" he grinned and gently punched Sean's shoulder, really just more of a playful push. "You always did notice everything with me." and, well, now, of course, he knew it might've been because of that crush he'd had. But either way, it had been so nice to have someone who knew that much about you, right at your side most of the time. Which was another reason he'd strongly considered it...

And then he heard Sean's question. It made him smile, and take a step closer so he could put one hand on Sean's shoulder. "You'd make the perfect beta to me, Sean. There's no-one else in the entire world I'd rather have as my beta, than you." and there was a certain sincerity in his eyes as they caught Sean's.

Et skævt smil hvilede mod Seans læber da Atanas sagde han selvfølgelig fik lov til at slå ham for at gøre op for sidste gang, ”Naah just gonna kick you ass next time we have a fight” brummede han bare, selv om sandsynligheden for det.. Nok var meget lille, men måske Atanas ville give sig lidt og faktisk lade Sean få et par slag ind også, ville da ikke gøre ham noget, så længe Atanas ikke bare lod ham vinde. ”Sorry bro, you can't hide anything form me..” sagde han så bare med et let skuldertræk og et stille grin, nej det var sgu umuligt, han kendte ham bare for godt.. Sean kunne altid fornemme hvis der var noget.. om det var godt eller dårligt og så videre, han kendte sgu nok bare Atanas ud og ind.. Men de havde også været bedste venner, som i virkelig bedste venner og ikke typen der bare sagde de var det.
Han betragtede ham komme nærmer sig igen og mærkede hans hånd mod sin skulder, hmm..
”Oh.. ” sagde han stille og mærkede alt for tydeligt det lidt for intime øjeblik.. Det var den slags der havde gjort ham helt svimmel førhen.. Men nu? Ah damn.. Hvis han ikke bare fik kysset ham og fundet ud af det ville han jo altid gå og være i tvivl?
”Shut up, you're making me blush..” knurled han og tog selv et skridt nærmere Atanas så de stod pænt tæt på hinanden.
”Dude.. Don't stop me okay? Just.. Let it happen, this one time.. I need to be certain about my feelings ok?” sagde han så bare og så lænede han sig da også bare det sidste stykke frem og trykkede sine læber mod Atanas, hænderne nd langs siden, ture ikke pille for meget ved ham.. Det kunne jo være Sean gjorde ham sur.. Oh damn.. Han håbede ikke han blev sur over det her.. Han blev bare nød til at finde ud af det, ok?

"I'd like to see you try," Atanas just chuckled, winking at Sean. of course he'd let him get a few punches through. But just letting him win? Nah. Sean wouldn't like that, and neither would the wolf in him. It never went down without a proper fight... Not even when he just fought for fun, like in the martial arts class. He'd yet to lose a fight in that class. Whenever people actually got him into a lock, he could most times get himself out of it with pure brute strength - one of the advantages of being an Alpha.

"I guess I can't," he then just said with a soft smile,before he'd stepped closer, chuckling just slightly at Sean's growled complaint. His dark eyes followed Sean's every move, and he raised an eyebrow as his friend moved closer. Wait... Was he really going to...? Oh. And just like that, Sean kissed him. He... Well, he might've liked it earlier, but now... He wasn't angry at just being kissed out of the blue, no, not at all, but it wasn't amazing, either. It just... Was. But if Sean needed this, let him have it. Atanas couldn't bring himself to return the kiss, but at least he didn't pull away or anything,just let Sean have what he needed to figure things out.

Kyssede holdte hellere ikke særlig længe og han kunne godt mærke hvor akavet det egentlig var, bestemt fordi Atanas slet ikke besvarede det, men bare stod der. Han slap ham og rykkede tilbage fra ham, han gjorde faktisk afstanden mellem dem større imens han langsomt rystede lidt på hovedet og så ned i jorden, bange for at møde Atanas blik. Well this was kinda awkward!
Men i det mindste havde han fundet ud af at de der følelser, var væk nu.. Han var ikke helt sikker på hvorfor, for hvordan kunne hans følelser bare sådan forsvinde? Havde han virkelig lukket så meget i nu at han intet kunne føle længere? Well.. I det mindst var det bedre end det han havde følt før, at føle ingenting var langt bedre end at være håbløst forelsket.
”Sooo.. Lets just pretend that never happened..” sagde han så til sidst og mødte endelig Atanas øjne med en let skuldertrækning.
”I think I'm gonna join your pack now, nothing left to stop me” sagde han så helt seriøst, yeah.. Og hvis han skulle være medlem af noget som helst pack, så skulle det være Atanas', ingen tvivl der.

Yeah, that kiss had been... Rather awkward. But Atanas just laughed it off. "Sure, dude. S'long as you got what you needed." And well, his answer was right there, those words he'd been dying to hear half a year ago... And a bright smile lit up his face. "I was just waiting for you to say that, bro. Been missing you a heck of a lot. Going to be nice having you around again," he said, smiling and winking at him. "Well, then... Welcome to the pack, Sean." he said,and pulled him in for a short, one-armed bro hug, complete with a few taps on the back before he pulled away again.

//kort, I knoow D: really really sorry Q__Q