Let us breathe together [cw]

She still felt like she was in chok after everything that had happened. Dinah had decided rather quickly that both her and Eaden needed some time away, and that’s what they had done. Dinah still wanted to be close enough, as if something were to happen she could get there quickly. They had gotten a room and settled in, Dinah still had a lot of explaining to do. ”I know it’s not the greatest get-away, but I just don’t feel like we can drift too far,” she said in an explaining voice. She walked to her brother, embracing him carefully and hiding her face against his chest. She had lost him twice already, but both times brought together. ”I was so scared,” she whispered. Dinah was rarely shaken like this, but it had made her more certain in her decission. She took a deep breath, inhaling his scent as she felt it always relaxed her. Her closed eyes got a glimpse of his dead body for her inner eye and she shuddered. Feeling the discomfort and pain that followed with that image. ”You named her well,” she said in regards to Nessa. Dinah still had a hard time explaining what had happened, and why everything had happened as it did. Why had Dinah not been able to see that Eaden wasn’t going to stay dead? Did Nessa’s ability work controlled or just as it pleased? A lot of questions left unanswered as the human girl barely could string together whole sentences at this point. She shook her head, leaning her chin agains his chest and looked up at him. ”I guess I’ll have to explain everything, but only if you are ready,” she said in a careful voice. The last thing she wanted was for him to not feel comfortable about everything.

He hadnt objected to their little get-away as he thought it was suitable after all that had happened. He had had many sleepless nights where he just laid, Dinah in his arms as he had watched the darkness, reliving the last month on repeat as he was left with only his mind, mostly he just remembered the moment where his heart had stopped beating. He simply laid down as they had settled in, closing his eyes for a bit before her voice made him open them again and rise to his feet. He nodded as an answer and wrapped his arms around her as she embraced him, burying his face in her soft hair. "I couldnt afford to be scared," he said in a low tone as he lifted his head and looked out into the room. He felt her shudder and pressed his arms tighter around her as he sighed deeply. A soft scoff left his lips as she mentioned their sister, "Who would have known that the miracle herself goes around spreading smaller miracles on her way," he said as he closed his eyes for a bit. He wasnt sure what had happened when Nessa touched him, frankly he couldnt recall it happening at all - He just suddenly woke to feel the lingering memories of pain and agony.
He looked down at her and raised his hand that he placed around the back of her neck as he listened to her. "I am still trying to digest my death," he said as he kissed her forehead, to then let her go as he walked over to the window, crossing his arms but more to hug himself than display an emotion. "I've died before, many times in fact. But this was different... I normally feel that it will just be for a while, like a slumber," he looked out on the view and his eyes darted around, but all he saw was his last moments in that alley, "This time... I knew only darkness would await me, I wouldnt come back," he said, gulping as he looked down onto the window frame, letting his arms fall as he didnt get any comfort from them. "I knew my heart wouldnt start again. It wasnt scary, it was frightening," he admitted as his eyebrows twitched, unsure if he was supposed to feel sad or angry.

Dinah felt like it was the right thing to do. Get away. Spend some time figuring out how to cope and maybe get to understand everything that had happened. She sighed as he burried his face in her hair, feeling his warm breath on her scalp calm her. His low tone made her swallow, not sure how to react to that statement. She had been terrified. His tighter embrace made a faint smile appear on her lips, his soft scoff making her scoff back. Everything had happened almost in an instant, and Dinah still hadn’t forgiven Jake. She acted more like a peace maker at the moment, bringing Nessa to Jake and mostly just going along with people needed. She wanted to please and help them all, even though it was though on her. However she hadn’t been reckless. She had taken some time to herself, reflecting over the things she had done. It made sense that Eaden was still processing everything and she closed her eyes as he placed his lips against her forehead. He let go of her and she opened her eyes to look at him, listened to him as he spoke. That was all she could do. She walked closer, rubbing her hand over his back, kissing his upper arm over his shirt.

”I think I felt the same thing, only it was like it was drawn out – I could see every second disappear from your eyes until your timer was empty,” she whispered, still rubbing her hand over his back, beginning to resemble more of a massage. She frowned a bit at the memory, blinking away a few tears. ”The moment your heart stopped, I don’t think I’ve ever felt more alone, more lost,” she said, leaning her forehead against his back, wrapping her arms around his waist and folding her fingers in front of him. ”I had just given away the part of my heart that loved Jake, and I felt like you took the other part of it with you,” she whispered against his back. She was a bit scared to look him in the eye, afraid she would just break down crying. Nessa had healed her soul, but her heart was still in a thousand pieces. ”But, you came back to me – you always do,” she said in a weak voice, feeling close to crying.

Feeling her hand on his back made him feel better, but he was also so indulged in his memories that it felt so distant, which made it more bittersweet than sweet. He sighed and nodded at her words, still looking out the window at the memories playing out before his eyes. He didnt want to close his eyes, because it would seem with every blink he made, the images got clearer, the feelings stronger. He sighed deeply and pinched his lips together at her words. He felt her arms wrap around him and stared down at the window frame as her next words made him sniffle. "I was reckless and dumb. A part of me knew what would happen, but when I saw him in the alley, I thought that I would do you a favor by keeping him safe. Since you loved him," he admitted as he rubbed his nose with the back of his hand.
He swallowed at her words and felt a silent tear run down his cheek as he kept his eyes looking out the window, his breath feeling so heavy with something sorrowful. "I wish it was so," he said in a quiet tone as he rubbed his thumb slowly against the back of her hand. He carefully pulled her hands apart as he turned around, closing her hands around his back as he looked at her. He felt better in her arms, there was no doubt about it. It wouldnt instantly heal him, but it made him feel more comfortable in his vulnerability. He cupped her face, opening his mouth as he gritted his teeth shortly, closing his eyes to mask the sudden oncoming tears, making his eyes look a bit glassy. A tear escaped his eyelid as he opened them again and inhaled in a tremble. "I keep thinking that our hearts dont beat in sync anymore. That I'm this whole different person now," he said as he lifted his eyes to look away, blinking some of the wetness away. "That's what scares me the most," he said in a low tone that made a short crack as he scrunched his face with sorrow. He placed his forehead on hers and closed his eyes again, "I feel like I'm drifting away from you Ahuvati," he whispered in a faint tone.

She knew her words offered little comfort, but how could she comfort him about death? She was the angel of death and even she had no say in this. She could only have helped him to the afterlife, but then that would be it. She nodded carefully, understanding his actions but not why he would risk his life for something so stupid as her love for another person. ”I did love him, but that love is gone, left is an empty void that I don’t know how to fill,” she said in a whisper, not even sure if she was loud enough to be heard. He moved around and she looked at him, watching how his eyes moved under his eyelids as he tried fighting his tears. ”It’s alright, ahuvi, you know I’m here,” she said as she ran her thumb over his cheek to catch the rogue tear. His words about their hearts made her sigh, nodding as she felt the same, but then again, there was only one way to find out. She moved her hand up under his shirt, pressing her palm against his heart and listening to it’s rythm. Her hand guided his up to her chest, pressing his palm over her heart. Dinah let out a small whimper as she felt their hearts still beating in sync. ”Well, our hearts do beat in sync, but if our bodies do, is another task,” she said in a whisper. His faint whisper made her blink away a few tears. She needed to be strong for him right now. ”If you drift away I’ll follow you,” she said in reassurance. Her hand moved down his torso, gracing his abdomen with careful fingers.

”Ahuvi,” she said in a whisper, looking up at his eyes, the same color as hers. ”Let me heal you, your heart and soul,” she whispered and kissed him gently. She could heal his soul, but he would not allow her to waste her energy on him like this. However she had an idea that might get some color into his cheeks. ”I think we should go hiking up the mountains,” she said. Was it a stupid request? She just felt like they both needed to move their bodies, feel the fresh air and what air was more fresh than the one lingering on the mountain top of Oneiroi? ”Tomorrow, before the sun rises – I’ve heard the sunrise from the top is the most beautiful thing in Gaia,” she said, explaining her train of thought. They would have to go to bed early, but looking at them both they needed some good rest. She kissed him again before she moved out of his arms and went over to her bag. She unzipped it, moving some contents around as she found her toiletries. ”An early sleep, and tonight I promise you that you will sleep,” she said in a gentle voice. She knew he hadn’t slept much, but she would make sure of it. Tire him out if possible. ”Besides, I registered at the desk as mr. and mrs. Fayre,” she said, raising an eyebrow at him with a small trying smile on her lips. It felt good to smile.

He barely heard her whisper, but a few words did come through. He frowned a bit surprised at her as he looked ahead right before he moved around.
She said it was alright, but it didnt feel that way, not if he was turning into someone different. He had promised her to change for the better, but this didnt feel as so. He couldnt recall the last time their connection has felt as it used to and he was afraid that it was something permanent. Denying her in that way hadnt felt good, but he had just manifested in his mind that eventually he would feel the connection break, and if that were to happen, his heart would surely die out. He was weaker in the last few weeks, but made sure to just overfeed on souls to keep it from affecting him in a way that made it noticeable.
He felt their hearts as she moved his hand and hers, closing his eyes as he feared the worst, only to feel how he was wrong. He sighed in relief and opened his eyes as he looked at her. Her reassurance made him nod, yet he still felt like it could break him.
Her whisper made him look at her as he shifted between her eyes, her next whisper making him open his mouth slightly to answer, but then he felt her lips. He pressed her closer and felt a few more fleeting tears escape his closed eyes. Damned tears, he thought to himself. As the kiss ended, he sighed quietly, "I'll heal eventually if I'm wrong," he whispered, trying to sound a bit more optimistic about it but it did sound more worrying than assuring.
"Hiking?" he asked, but he didnt think it was a bad idea. It would be pointless to be so close to the mountain but not do anything related to it. It seemed like a simple thing either way, that could have a good outcome for the both of them. To do something normal among all the oddity. He nodded and caressed her back, "Alright," he said. He kissed her back and let her move away, watching her as she went to her bag. Her promise made him raise an eyebrow as it seemed impossible to him, yet he had seen her do some impossible things in their lifetime.
"Mrs Fayre..." he said as he walked closer to her, looking down at her with a soft look as he touched her cheek, right before he poked her nose gently, "Are you my wife now?" he teased, a small hint of a smile on his lips before he let himself fall onto the bed with a thump. He felt exhausted from the lack of sleep and quite frankly he would love to just have a decent sleep, not a good or fine sleep, just a decent one. He lifted the back of his hand and placed it over his eyes as he exhaled deeply. "I feel like I could sleep, but I know I probably wont," he said in a low tone as he removed his hand, letting it fall onto the bed lazily.

If he wouldn’t heal eventually then Dinah wouldn’t know what to do. It hurt seeing him hurt, as if she was feeling his pain just as he feeling it. She knew he would catch on to the mrs. part, and she kept her face relaxed, but she really wanted to chuckle. She leaned her head against his hand that was placed on her cheek. ”We could never be allowed a real wedding in this world, but I might’ve said at the reservation that we were on our honeymoon,” she said with a teasing smile on her lips. She shook her head. Maybe she was just stupid. Weddings was not allowed for siblings in this world, so she could never call herself his wife. She could never bear him children either. She looked down at her own thoughts, blinking away a few tears, not wanting to make this about herself. As he fell on the bed she watched him for a while before crawling down next to him. She placed a kiss against his barren neck, biting it a little as she felt the need to let him know she still did want him. Their connection hadn’t been as fulfilling as of late, but she hoped it was a passing fase. She crawled on top of him, straddling him with one knee planted on each side of his hips. ”Eaden?” she asked a bit curious as she sat on him. Her hands moved up to touch his lips as she laid down still on top of him. ”Have I told you how much I love you?” she asked as she placed a few kisses on his neck. She just needed to feel his skin, feel how alive it was and the warmth that came from his body. Moving some of her hair behind her ear as she looked at him. It was strange still remembering how pale and lifeless his body had been. She couldn’t help herself, she had to taste his lips again and she pressed hers against him carefully. She felt the hunger for him rise, but she would keep that under control for now.

”How about something to relax you?” she suggested with a faint smile on her lips as she looked at him. She got off of him, sitting on her knees on the mattress. ”Take your shirt off and turn around on your stomach,” she said in a soft voice. He would probably understand, and if he turned around, she would straddle his hips once more. Her hands started at his shoulder, moving in gentle strokes and straigthening out his sore muscles. He was tense, not just in his being but his body as well, and she tried moving slowly and thoroughly over his back. She leaned down, kissing his back where the muscles had been worst affected. She knew that she wanted him, but she was not going to force anything to happen. No, right now it was about making him feel relaxed. Her hands moved up to his shoulders and neck. Moving in rough circles she hopefully managed to get the worst out. As her massage of his back finished she just ran her fingers gently up and down his back, stroking his sore body.
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He looked at her and smiled faintly as she told him she said it was their honeymoon. He nodded and ran his thumb over her cheekbone, feeling the soft skin against his finger. When she shook her head, he moved his hand away and looked at her. The skin around his eyes tightened a bit at her seeming to wander off in her thoughts, yet he knew what she was thinking. It may be true, but he still never cared of what people thought. "Fuck the world. We dont have birth certificates anyway. We could marry and no one would know that we were twins," he said as he laid down. He felt her lie down next to him but he was still covering his eyes like the light was annoying him. When she kissed his neck, he made a quiet gasp that prolonged as she bit him. He moved his hand as she got on top of him, her saying his name made him move his eyebrows to show his curiosity. As much as he enjoyed having her on top of him, feeling her so close as she laid down, he still felt nervous about it. Her question made him scoff as he moved his eyes away with a little smile, to then feel her lips on his neck. He groaned softly at the feeling and closed his eyes.
He opened his eyes to look at her, yet his eyes were worried. He lifted his head as she kissed him to let her know that he liked feeling her lips on his. He could kiss her all day if it was possible, though he wouldnt tempt his needs more than necessary. Though her small kisses and the bite had already poked at the beast inside him. He lifted himself up on his elbows at her suggestion and looked at her as he was ready to listen. He raised a suspicious eyebrow at her as she told him to take off his shirt and turn around, but he still complied to her wish. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply as she worked on his shoulders, grabbing the sheet in a fistful as it hurt a little, though the muscle soon gave to the gentle pressure applied. Whenever she hit a tense muscle, he gasped and lifted his head as he grit his teeth, but he wouldnt ask her to stop. Her kisses felt like bandaids, making it a bit more bearable. When she finished, he exhaled deeply and felt his body already adjusting to the muscles that had loosened up. He smiled faintly, "You have magical hands," he said in a low tone as he turned around and looked up at her. His hands instinctively grabbed around her hips, but he frowned when he realized it. He looked at his hands for a bit before he looked up at her, "I want to feel our connection like we used to," he said as he let go of her hip with one hand that he used to help him sit up. "Melt together in the way only we can," he said in a low tone that might have come off as suggestive, but it was worry.

She was comforted a bit by his words, but why would they need to marry in the first place? They had something greater than a marriage, and why put something like that on their relationship? She knew she wished for it, but on the other hand, why did she? Maybe it was just a weird old thing that lingered from their parent’s marriage. She could hear him groan and it just made her want to continue her kisses and small love bites. He was right to be suspicious, but she just wanted to make him relax as much as possible. His raspy voice and low tone made her smile softly as he turned around. She felt his hands on her hips, a small sigh of need rolling over her lips. Dinah saw his frown, following his movements as he sat up and she looked at him, placing a hand on his cheek. Moving a bit against his groin she breathed heavier as she moved her lips to greet his. ”I want to feel that too,” she whispered a bit flustered. She did want to feel him close, but he felt so far away in his thoughts that it seemed impossible. Sitting still for a while she just looked at him, watching his features like they were a piece of art. Her eyes following every outline of his almost carefully crafted face that just made her want more of him. ”You know I don’t need to be married to you to know what we are,” she said, returning to how she had frowned earlier. Though the thought was there, she wasn’t really sure a marriage was what she needed from him. No a marriage was something far less than what they already had, so it would only be a novelty. ”I just want you by my side, and no paper or ring could give me that,” she said in a calm voice, leaning down to kiss him, but just before she did, she moved her lips down to kiss his neck instead. Kissing his lips was a craving to her, but keeping herself to his neck was like making sure he felt alright with her.

After his death he had seemed distant, but she didn’t know what the normal or right thing to do in this situation was. People spoke about love having a healing effect on others, but right now she was affraid they had been lying to her. Love couldn’t fix anything, only soothe the soul. She took a deep breath, breathing out with warm air on his neck, watching as a few small hairs raised in the back. Dinah smiled against his soft skin, kissing it again. ”I miss your magical hands,” she admitted. She felt so weak against him, wanting to give him everything he needed from her. ”But mostly I miss your laughter,” she whispered, fearing saying it too loud would upset him more.

He moaned softly as she moved against him and squinted his eyes slightly at her. He could feel her need as his predatory side begged for release but he wasnt sure that it was a good idea. He closed his eyes at her whisper and sighed. He felt bad for holding back but frankly he would rather avoid it than do anything that he would regret because his mind was in a scramble. He opened his eyes to watch her observe his features. He twitched his eyebrows at her words and leaned a bit back on his hand, tilting his head up slightly to look at her. He found her words to be quite comforting, as it just assured him that what they had was something that wasnt crippled by not being bound in marriage. He watched her lean down, looking at her lips as she suddenly moved down to his neck. Instinctively he couldnt do anything but lean his head a bit further back, exposing his neck for her.
Her breath on his skin made him clench his jaw as small goosebumps appeared on his arms. He moved his hips a bit forward as his body couldnt deny her in any way, even if his mind wasnt ready. Her confession made him sigh as he moved his hand from her hip up her lower back as she pressed her closer. He didnt really know what to say, lie to her and say that things easily would go back to normal? Her whisper made him scrunch his face with guilt as he moved his eyes away in case she was going to look at him. "I'm sorry," he mumbled, as his hand caressed her back. He sat in silence after that, staring at the window as he felt his body's craving so clearly. He zoned out for a bit, his hand slowly moving against her back, before he then turned his eyes to her. He looked at her for a while, before he leaned up and kissed her lips tenderly. He quickly pushed himself up and closer with his hand on the bed as he placed it around her lower back, moving his lips gently against hers before he deepened the kiss, closing his eyes a tad harder than he intended. He broke off the kiss after a while as drew in a short but needed breath as he felt it heavy and slow. He shifted his eyes between hers, feeling such an inner conflict that it was nothing but visible on his expression. He leaned forward again, placing his lips on her neck as he made a soft trail of kisses before he suckled at her skin. He still wasnt sure if this was the best thing to do, but his body was screaming for it, clouding his judgement.

Hearing him moan only fueled her, yet she managed to hold back still. Feeling his hand move from her hips to her lower back made her smile slightly as she pulled away to look at him. His mumble made her shake her head, resting her hand on his chest. She wanted to say something comforting to him, tell him that everything was going to turn out right, but to be honest she was scared to say that. It was not something she could control. Sitting here in silence didn’t bother her, what bothered her was that he seemed so caught up in his thoughts. She couldn’t force him to speak about everything, but she just wanted to know a small part of what went on in his head. Then he moved closer to her and she felt his lips. It felt like fireworks going through her body at the touch of his warm lips, sighing contently as she returned the kiss, deepening it without hesitation. She didn’t want to breathe. She just wanted to feel his lips and hear his heart beat, but at the same time she was a bit grateful for him pulling away. She took a sharp breath, opening her eyes to look at him with vulnerable eyes. Seeing the conflict in his eyes hurt. Before he never hesitated to touch her, never even questioning his needs for her, but it felt awful right now. He moved to her neck, working at it, as a soft moan escaped her lips. Oh how she had missed his lips like this, but it would be wrong to take advantages of him now. ”Eaden,” she breathed out, sighing at the way he sucked at her skin, knowing it would leave marks. His marks. ”We-we don’t have to,” she whispered breathlessly, her hips making a small jerk against his groin, but it was not something she did on purpose. They could just as fine lay for a while, close and break up their resting with longing kisses, but she knew that his inner need was flaring up. She wouldn’t deny him that, as she felt the need to feel him inside her again, but she could also just satisfy him in another way.

He heard her whisper and moved his head away from her neck, gasping softly at the jerk at his groin as he looked at her for a while. He shifted between her eyes with a rather neutral face, before he clenched his jaw. It was like a moment of clarity hit him and reminded him of his promise to her. His eyes turned to something determined as he tilted his head slightly at her, "I promised to be yours in every way, Dinah," he said, sounding more sternly than intended before he let go of his grip around her, placing his palms behind his back onto the sheets. He felt his chest starting to heave at a more rapid speed as his hips seemed to move so sensually natural, pressing and rubbing his groin between her legs. He let his eyelids fall a bit to half closed eyes as he moved softly, feeling quite vulnerable. His movements were slow and gentle, more focused on feeling her than gain satisfaction, something he hadnt done in a while.
"Dinah, ahuvati shelli" he said inbetween a moan, opening his eyes fully as he stared into hers with a firm look. "I'll never feel the same if I'm not with you," he paused for a bit as his hips halted, but it was only to be jerking his hips forward in a firm yet controlled clash between their parts, biting his lip hard to muffle a moan. "And by that I mean that I need to feel our connection in all it's ways. Hearing you, seeing you, feeling you," he said as he gasped softly for air, moving his hips once again as he clutched at the sheets, his legs shaking slightly by the growing need that seemed to overwhelm him.

Dinah knew what he had promised, but she still found it hard to believe him fully. She wanted to believe him, but her heart was aching, broken from not having the feelings for Jake any more, yet empowered by his movements. He was teasing her slowly, and she moaned at this feeling. His movements were slow and soft and she placed both of her hands on his chest, feeling how it was heaving from air. Her own heart was beating so fast, barely keeping up with everything as it was happening with the follow of the wonderful feeling of him. Hearing his small moans, made her body respons with small moans and whimpers of need in return. He looked at her with his eyes fully open, and she looked into his eyes as he spoke. His movements stopped and she was afraid he was going to stop, letting out a small gasp as her lips seperated at the firm jerk. Why was all this fabric seperating them? Why was she not already feeling his body melt with hers and them becoming one? She nodded at his words, biting her lower lip as she looked at him with need behind her vulnerable look. Dinah moved her hand down, pulling off her shirt, exposing her barely naked chest to him. ”I just want to be close to you, hear your voice and your heart beat,” she said as he moved his hips again, making her moan. She was maybe testing fate a bit, by stripping off a bit of her clothes, but she wanted to feel his warm hands on her skin.

Feeling and hearing her react to his movements was satisfying on it's own, but not quite enough for the need of feeling that deep connection they had. He watched her as she pulled off her shirt and turned his gaze slowly down to her body, exhaling deeply at the sight. "Well I'm here," he assured her before he quickly looked up at her, "And you're close to me," he said, this time in a lower tone. He lifted a hand from the crumbled sheet behind him and placed his warm hand under her breast, gently squeezing it between his thumb and indexfinger. His hand wandered down her stomach in a slow tease as it made it's way to her pants, opening them in a swift movement before it resumed a new wander back up. He closed his eyes and really felt how soft her skin was, moving his hips a little firmer against her as stronger yet soft moans escaped his lips.
"I dont think you realize that my heart is your heart," he said in a strained tone as the longing agony was getting to him, yet it was in a pleasurable way. He sighed softly and caressed her body from her collarbones and down the middle as he stopped his hand at her heart. "I am a mess, there's no doubt about it. But I couldnt imagine what I would be if I didnt have you at my side," he admitted as he leaned closer to her, finding a good spot where his groin could mercilessly tease her, hoping he could drive her mad with lust. "I long for you," he whispered in a rather sad tone as he looked into her eyes.

”I could have every single inch of your body pressed tight against mine and I’d still ask you to pull me closer,” she admitted with a sigh, looking at him with vulnerable eyes as she felt his hand under her breast. Her breathing got more unsteady, deep and needing of his touch. Then his hand went down her body, and she swallowed as she felt him open her pants. She already felt like she was soaking from his movements, but it was hard to tell when all she could focus on was his sweet moans. She held her breath as his hand moved back up, looking at his closed eyes as she moved gently with his movements. His strained tone made her realise just how much he was right. Maybe he could also feel how broken her heart was. She breathed out, feeling her heart beat and her cheeks getting a little color from his small touches. Her eyes found his as he spoke again and she nodded. Without him she wouldn’t have known what to do with herself. Would she had been an empty shell? It was hard to tell what could have happened, but she didn’t want to think about it. She didn’t get the time to think of it either as she felt him press himself firmer against her, her jaw dropping at the sensation. Her breathing went wild, biting her lower lip to keep from moaning too loudly. She felt so weak here with him, so vulnerable. Maybe this trip would be good for them, even if they weren’t far from everything. They just needed some time to themselves, focus on healing and understanding what had happened. His sad whisper made her whimper, tears appearing in her eyes. ”But I’m right here,” she argued in a faint whisper, leaning down to kiss him gently. Her chest pressed against his was nice, but she wanted to feel his skin against hers. Her hands moved down his chest, playing a bit with the edge of his shirt, almost teasingly before she pulled it over his head. ”Ahuvi, I long for you too, even if you are here as well,” she whispered, placing her arms around his neck and pulling herself closer to him. Just holding him close in this embrace as he teased her was almost like being in bliss. Carefully she moaned in his ear, leaning her head against his as she closed her eyes. His skin felt so right. Like it had always belonged right up against hers. ”You keep teasing me,” she whispered against his ear, nibbling gently at his earlobe.

"The only way to feel whole is when we melt together," he added to her confession, looking at her body before he looked up at her eyes.
He knew she was right there, but it wasnt what he meant, not in that way. It was the conflict in him, one side telling him to give them both what they wanted, the other saying that the connection would feel weaker than ever. It was a scary thought, the second one. He sighed as she played with the edge of his shirt, narrowing his eyes a bit at her before he lifted his arms to let her pull it off him. He nodded at her whisper and placed his arms around her, moving his hips firmly against her, the soft moans getting intense as the tension was seeming to overwhelm him. Her moan made him bite his lip as he made a short gasp for air. He had forgotten to breathe, but it seemed that even if he did breathe, his heart was pounding way too fast for him to catch on.
Her whisper made him scoff, before he made a faint fleeting chuckle as he shook his head and looked down at them. "I am teasing myself as well," he replied in a low tone as he grabbed around her and turned to lie her down on the bed. He looked at her body and let his fingers graze her breast before he grabbed her pants. He begged that he would feel their connection strong internally, it was what he needed. He pulled her pants off with her panties as he quickly felt reluctant to take his own off, touching the edges before he let his hands grab around her hips and drag her closer to the edge, spreading her legs as he placed them so her toes would barely touch the floor. He sat down and looked at her, swallowing a bit as the sight was enjoyable as always. She was his and he was hers. He placed his hands around her thighs as he moved his head inbetween her legs, sticking out his tongue as he ran it up her bits, tasting her sweet flavour of desire. He moaned softly and grasped at her skin on her thighs as he started licking her, flicking his tongue around, poking at her sweet spot as his eyes wandered up to hers.

Everything moved fast as he moved her to lie down on the bed, gasping as he pulled off her pants and underwear in a swift move. She saw him fight his own thoughts shortly before he seemed to have made up his mind. She kept quiet, feeling a little flustered as he looked down at her wet entrance. She raised herself on her elbows as she watched him sit down, licking her upper lip and feeling breathless. His hands touching her thighs made her mouth just fall open, breathing heavily as she soon felt his tongue. Everything stood still for a second as all she could feel was Eaden’s tongue playing with her bits, his eyes looking to intensely at him. Moans sprung from her throat as he grasped at her skin. She could barely handle this right now, her core spinning and she felt like she was already close. Not yet, she pleaded herself. It wasn’t fair. She wanted to feel more before getting to her high. She kept looking at him, feeling herself wanting to give in to this feeling and soon her body did that on it’s own. A small whimper came over her lips as she fell down on her back, shivering at the immense pleasure that erupted in this moment. ”No more teasing,” she begged with her hasty breath. She was not going to wait to feel all of him for any longer, she sat up leaning, down to kiss his wet lips. Tasting herself was nothing special, but tasting his lips through the wetness did something to her. ”I just want you,” she whispered against his lips. She bit her upper lip as a thought passed her mind. She slid down from the bed, standing for a while, shivering slightly at the sensation still lingering in her body. She helped him to his feet, opening his pants if he let her. Letting both fabrics fall to the ground she looked down at the shaft that awaited her. Her hand moved to it, touching it gently, feeling the sparks that their skin against each other made. ”I need you,” she repeated in a needy voice. Her jaw twitched slightly as just the thought of him inside her made her core spin. She kissed him, letting her lips dance with his as her tongue invited itself in between his lips. Playing with his tongue, stroking it with her own as she moved backwards, not breaking their tender lip locking. She laid back on the bed scooting herself up to the headboard as she slowly spread her legs for him.

He could see and feel how she fought against the high, and he enjoyed it. It only made his tongue act more vigorously as it rolled around in her wetness that he took a moment to taste as he pressed his mouth onto her and suckled her gently. He couldnt help bit smile a bit as she reached her high, digging his nails softly into her skin as he felt her body's trembles of satisfaction. He licked her clean and lifted his head as he begged for him to stop teasing her. He nodded and indulged in the kiss she gave him. Her words made slight shivers run down his spine in both arousal and worry. He moved a bit away as she got up, looking up at her with conflicted longing eyes, before he was helped to his feet. He looked down at her hands as she opened his pants, wanting to stop her yet doing nothing. He kept his eyes on her hands as she touched him, groaning slightly at the feeling. He looked back up at her as she spoke and gulped, feeling quite nervous, far more than he was when they did it the first time. He wrapped his arms around her back as she kissed him, breathing heavily through his nose so he wouldnt end up gasping for air once more.
He couldnt deny her tongue and soon his joined her in the tender dance of desire. He moved with her as she went backwards, grabbing the sheets under her as he felt her slowly open up for him. His core was already spinning at the thought of being in her. He moved his lips from hers as he inhaled sharply for air, looking at her with tender eyes. He pressed his body down towards her as he used his hand to guide himself into her, clenching his fist around the sheet as he shot his head back at the feeling of her slowly surrounding his member. He let out a soft cry of pleasure as he moved his head back to look at her. He had this puzzled look in his face as he seemed to feel their connection. He halted his movements and sniffled as he looked down, “Ahuvati shelli,” he whispered as he then looked up at her. “I love you,” he then said as he moved the rest of him into her, gritting his teeth at the intensity he felt. “I’m scared,” he admitted in a low tone as he looked at her, yet he wasnt going to let the fright stop him. He rolled his hips in a slow motion as he moaned with surprise and shook his head, “Do you feel it too?” He asked as he groaned and looked down at them, fluttering his eyes in surprise. He wasnt sure what had caused this, was it the thought of being away from all the reminders? Or was it something permanent? He grasped at the sheets and pressed his body closer to hers, as he started rolling his hips against hers, rubbing his chest gently up and down hers as deep moans traveled from his throat in waves of relish.

Dinah felt her body reacting on it’s own, wanting and needing Eaden closer and closer the more time passed. His tongue was as always a sweet treat for her to taste, moving to the bed as she felt her heart race. However, she was nervous. Eaden had seemed so apprehensive, and she was afraid he wouldn’t feel her like he used to. Her mind raced away with worry as she kissed him. She could feel he was nervous as well, giving her a moment to realize that they both felt this way. Both doubting how their connection would feel, yet she needed to know. She needed to feel him, even if he didn’t feel their connection as strong. She felt him at her entrance, and a small whimper came from her lips. He pressed into and for a second she saw nothing but stars as tears appeared in her eyes, escaping their prison of her eyes and running down the side of her face. ”A-Ahuvi,” she mumbled, blinded by the feeling of him stretching out her walls slowly. Dinah could hardly breathe as she felt this so intensely and as he said he was scared, she nodded. She felt that as well, because, well sincerity was a scary thing, especially after everything. Her hands moved up his arms, stroking them to calm her down, but her tears kept on falling as he started to roll his hips against hers. She wasn’t sad. On the contrary, she was happier than she had been in a while. One hand stayed on his arm while the other moved up to cup his cheek. ”I – I do, do you?” she whispered as she felt her eyes struggle to stay open as she looked at him. Tears was making her vision blurry, but she tried to blink them away to focus on him. A gasp of relief sprung from her throat as he started moving against her, feeling their connection strongly.

”Oh god,” she moaned as her hand on his cheek moved up to take a fistful of his hair between her fingers, pushing herself against him. His warm skin against hers made it feel like they were actually melting together. Her legs moved up, locking them just above Eaden’s lower back and pressed herself closer to him, if that was even possible at this point. She felt her moans more sporadic now, as she tried catching up with her own breath. More. She needed more. Her legs still around him she turned them around, her on top and him under her. She started out slowly, riding her hips against his and feeling his member move against her ripples. Biting her lips to control her moans she moved a bit harder against him. ”Eaden,” she whispered in a tender voice, feeling her body tremble as she was starting to climb towards her high. She looked down at their connection and whimpered in pleasure. It had been so long since she had felt this empowered by their connection and she leaned down closer to him, resting her elbows on each side of his head as she rode him with different intervals of intensity. Right now she was moving slow and tender, letting his whole length into her wetness as she moaned against his lips before she kissed him.

When he saw her tears, his eyes started to water as well. The tears wouldnt fall but he felt the wetness making his vision blurry. He gasped softly at her words and had to halt himself to speak. He felt her hands caress his arms and it felt quite comforting in the moment, as the intensity of their not even fulfilled connection was scaring him out of his mind. He wasnt going to stop, because he may have been scared, but he also longed to feel it, let the intensity rip him apart and make him anew. Rolling his hips against hers was like being beyond heaven, something he hadnt felt before, he was sure of it. Her whisper made him whimper as he pressed himself closer to her, feeling her hand on his cheek as he moved deep and slow, making sure he felt all of her. "I do," he said in a strained voice, now feeling the tears run down his cheeks as he gritted his teeth a bit, yet he was feeling so fuzzy and fulfilled.
When her hand moved up in his hair, he moved his head down next to hers, pressing himself as close as he could get to her, even if it meant that their rubbing skin would feel harshly against one another. He wanted to be closer than he could ever get, just melt into her and become one being if he could that by pressing himself against her. His moans were cries of pure pleasure that filled the room with a loudness that he couldnt control. He didnt care who would hear, if he had even the slightest slither of care for the world, it was gone in this moment, it was all about her. He felt her legs wrap around him, and his movements got steadier in a faster pace as he indulged himself in feeling of them melting together. He felt her move and followed, feeling the sheets press at his back as she was now on top of him. His teary eyes looking up at her with a vulnerability beyond comprehension. He moved his hands up her sides and followed her movements as she moved against him, shooting his head back in ecstacy even as slow as it was, it was overwhelming. Her whisper made him look at her as shivers crawled down his back, pooling up in his core that seemed to be burning at this point with the speed it was spinning in. He shot his head back again at her harsher movements as he almost screamed in his moans, feeling more tears run down his cheeks. His arms were shaking as he tried to hold onto her without stopping her movements, but he felt like digging his nails deep into her skin.
"Go slow, slower, please," he begged in a faint tone, barely able to keep his eyes open at this point. He felt his edge to the high on such a fragile point, he didnt want this to end yet. He felt her move slower as she leaned down to him and he was able to open his eyes to look at her again. "I love you... I love you, so much," he whimpered as he lifted his hand from her side to place around her loosely. "Let me get the empty space of your heart..." he whimpered in a loud moan, "Let me fill you with me and take that space all for myself," he whispered as he frowned, his high was so close and he was scared of what was to come after it. But even if she barely moved, it wasnt going to stop his body from succumbing to the rush of fire in his core that forced him to release himself. He closed his eyes hard as he screamed from his throat, feeling his jaw tremble as his body soon followed the trembles.
He opened his eyes again and let the frown fade before it quickly returned. He pushed himself up, pressing her down onto the mattress as he grabbed around her legs, placing one around his back as he moved his arm around the other, holding her in place. He started rolling his hips against her, a bit more needy despite the overstimulation made his body twitch slightly. He could still feel the connection as intense as before. "I'll only be whole if you're whole," he whispered as he placed a kiss against her leg that was broken by a moan from his lips.

Dinah felt a rush of relief when he said that he felt it as well, making her core spin as well as her head. They were so close, their skin almost leaving burnmarks against each other and she cried out in pleasure at the feeling. Her tears still running, but it was like it added to the feeling of them so close. She was moving fast, and partly it was hurting a bit as she maybe wasn’t quite ready, yet he had this effect on her. His beg made her realize he was close, but so was she, so close to feel that heavenly feeling only he could give her. ”Okay,” she whimpered as she moved closer to him, moaning against his lips as she felt his girth fill her up. Her movements slow and tender and hearing him whimper how much he loved her made her heart beat faster. ”I – I love you more,” she whispered in return, her breath heavy with desire. Her core pulsated, so close to reach her high, yet she didn’t want to endulge herself in that feeling yet. His words soothing her soul and that’s when she felt his seed fill her up. She gasped, not being ready for this to end, as she hadn’t reached her high yet. Why was she always so stubborn and wanting to wait for her high? Her breath was out of control as she looked at him, tender and not mad that she didn’t get to finish. That’s when he grabbed her, forcing her back on the mattress. He held her in place and as he started rolling his hips she couldn’t help by cry out in pleasure. Her hands falling to the mattress as she filled her hands with the sheets, pulling and tugging at it as Eaden was mercilessly stroking her soft spot. His whisper made her moan as her eyes fell shut because of the pleasure. Her back arching and her body trembling.

”I only feel whole when you are inside me,” she whispered. She knew her brother had stamina, but this was out of this world. He was hitting her deeper than before, her breathy moans only replaced by whimpers or cries of pleasure. Then she felt it, her body tensing and her walls closing in as the feeling of need and desire culminated in the most wonderful high. For a second she thought she was going to pass out from the immense pleasure, but she kept awake. Her hands shaking as she reached up to grab his face, moving her leg down and pulling him close in her moment of vulnerability. She kissed his cheek, his nose, his forehead, all over before getting to his lips. Her body so satisfied with the intimacy they where feeling and she just needed to feel his lips. ”Ahuvi, that was …” she whispered in a tender tone, but couldn’t find a way to describe it. Instead she hugged him close, her high still running wild in her body, making her limbs move sporadic as nerves were affected.

Reaching his high wasnt enough for him, especially as he had felt her not reach hers. This wasnt going to end till the both of them had finished their race to the heavens of euphoria, so he wasnt going to go easy on her and leave her unsatisfied. He watched her as he rolled his hips in a needy yet quicker pace, feeling himself press deeper in her than ever before. He held her leg in place against his body as the overstimulating feeling of pleasure made his shoulders tremble, his unsteady breath mixing with moans. He was ruthless, knowing where her sweet spot was, making sure to stroke it with every movement, even if that meant that he would force the high out of her faster than anticipated. Her whisper made him gasp as he moaned, his hips rolling in deeper strokes than before. "You're so beautiful," he moaned as he nibbled at her leg. Soon he felt her reach her high, tightening his grip a little around her leg as he gasped with surprise. He hadnt felt her reach her high on her own before, so this was a whole other new exciting experience. He watched her shaking hands as she grabbed his face, moving down to receive her soft kisses all over his face before their lips interlocked in the sweetest of kisses. He looked at her as the kiss broke off, listening to her whisper that she couldnt finish.
"Just what we needed," he finished her whisper in a breathless voice as he pressed himself closer to her as she hugged him. He buried his face inbetween her shoulder and neck as he tried his best to control his breaths that seemed to be fighting against him. He yawned silently as he lifted his head after a while, looking at her with tired eyes. "Your mission for tonight is complete," he said as he smiled in a happy yet tired smile. He unwillingly moved away from her, pulling himself out of her, but he didnt care that his member was covered in both him and her. He let himself fall down onto the bed with a thump, feeling the pillows under his head as he exhaled deeply, finally feeling completely relaxed. "I could drift off any moment," he said but he wasnt going to if she wasnt by his side first. He placed his hand over his face and swallowed as he made a tired giddy smile. "I feel butterflies in my stomach," he admitted as he then chuckled a bit and shook his head in disbelief that he would ever feel this way again.

Dinah nodded at his words, it had been just what they both needed, and she took a second just to relish this moment. Feeling both of their bodies simmer with their high and ultimately the need to come down from it. She heard his yawn, and smiled to herself, her eyes barely able to open at this point. His words made her chuckle, and as he moved out of her she groaned slightly at the feeling. It was like being left empty again, yet not completely. She cuddled up next to him, resting her head on his shoulder as she fought to keep her eyes open. ”Mhmm,” she mumbled, not really able to speak from her tired body feeling so relaxed. Her hand moved to his stomach as he spoke of butterflies, her finger running in a lazy circle around his belly button. ”Sleep my love – we need to get up soon enough,” she mumbled, soon falling into a calm sleep. She always slept best when she was with him, but it was tough doing that at the academy. Dinah had considered getting an apartment, but that wouldn’t be cheap, especially not with the cost of the academy as well. She yawned one last time before finally drifting off to her slumber. It was like her dreams could no longer satisfy her, her reality might not be perfect, but with Eaden nothing could be better.

It was still ever so dark as their alarm broke the silence of the room. Dinah groaned a bit tiredly, but opened her eyes as she turned off the alarm. She kissed Eaden gently on the forehead, sneaking out to the bathroom to turn on the water to grab a quick shower, but not washing her hair. She just needed to clean her body off of the night’s escapades. She closed her eyes, running her hand down to touch herself gently, moaning slightly as she cleaned out the remainder of his seed. She kept getting small images in her head of his vulnerable face, almost sensing his moans in her ear. Having cleaned off she moved out of the shower, drying her body and walking in to the room, going to her bag to find an outfit. She moved over to the bed, placing a kiss against Eaden’s full lips. ”Wake up call for mr. Fayre,” she whispered teasingly, placing a few more kisses down his chin and his neck. They would have to get going soon if they were going to reach the outpost of the mouantain to see the sunrise. ”Please wake up, ahuvi, we need to get going,” she said with a small chuckle. She was a morning person, having no trouble getting out of bed and getting things done fast.

As Eaden had gotten dressed, she moved to him, running her hands through his hair, to make it not look like a bed head. Then she took his hand, making sure to take her phone, the room keys as well as her wallet with her in a small bag. Down in the reception she bought a couple of bottles of water and pulled her light jacket closer. It was a little chilly, but the hiking would bring heat to her system without a doubt. The main reason for taking her phone was in case they got a call, but she hoped not. She had missed going on small adventures with Eaden, and she took his hand, entangling their fingers as they walked. She hoped they wouldn’t run into anyone from the academy. She just wanted to act like she was his girlfriend, not his sister. ”It’ll take about an hour or so to get to the outpost,” she explained with a smile. ”I could fly us there, but wouldn’t that be cheating?” she chuckled.

He moved his arm around her as she cuddled up to him and let out a relaxing exhale. He moved his hand from his eyes as he looked at her with tired eyes, smiling a bit as she mumbled, feeling the circles around his bellybutton like a hypnotizing caress that slowly would make him fall asleep. He kissed her temple before he moved his head back onto the pillow, looking at the ceiling for a short while, remembering how he couldnt sleep. The thoughts were trying to crawl back into his mind, but he turned his head to hers, inhaling her scent as he instead shifted his mind to what they had discovered together.  A soft smile fell over his lips as his eyes closed and he was soon in a deep sleep. His dreams werent exactly pleasant, mostly filled with what he had experienced in the short time his heart wasnt beating. It was an odd feeling, as he had experienced the feeling a million times over, but it was the fact that he knew he wouldnt wake again that made it that a much more scary experience. Whenever the nightmares were trying to get a grip on him, his hand that he held around her would instictively grip at her shoulder to remind his sleeping mind that she was next to him. He was still sleeping as she woke, smiling faintly as she kissed his forehead, but frowning as she moved away. He moved his body to the side, grabbing her pillow that he clutched close to him as he dug his face into the fabric, falling back into his sleep.
He had lifted his face to rest on the pillow as she returned, still asleep. Her kiss made him sigh quietly as his mind was slow to wake. He whisper made him groan softly as he felt her kisses. He nuzzled his face onto her pillow, mumbling a few incomprehensible words as he then opened his eyes a bit at her words. He let go of the pillow as he stretched out his body with a soft groan leaving his lips. He felt rested, but there was still a lot of missed sleep to catch up to. He pushed himself up to sit as he rubbed his eyes and looked to the window. He wasnt sure how long they had slept, but as his mind woke up, he knew they had to go and the faster they went, the more they could enjoy instead of hurrying. He pushed himself off the bed, feeling his relaxed muscles wanting to move in a slow pace. He was usually quick to wake but it was clear that he was still exhausted in a way. He got dressed and grabbed her hand as they moved out.
He squeezed her hand as their fingers entangled and felt the fresh air from the outside waking his mind up completely. He nodded at her explanation and looked at her. He chuckled as she chuckled and nodded, "It would definitely be cheating. We're in this for the hardwork," he said as he looked ahead, knowing the hike would take time, but it didnt matter to him as he would be hiking with her. He started moving towards were he thought they had to go, but he wasnt quite sure. He looked to her and decided to let her guide him instead. "Do we need a map?" he asked with a smile, though it was kind of too late to get one if they needed it. Time was sacred and they couldnt afford to go back to look for a map.

She chuckled as he agreed it would be cheating. Of course it was, but she just had to throw the posibility out there. She pushed herself closer to him as they walked, smiling to herself. The nature was something in it of itself, calming as the rustle of animals outside of the road they followed. His question made her shrug, leaning her head against his arm as she pointed at a small sign. ”I think we just need to follow the signs – worst case scenario we’ll just get an overhead view,” she said with a smile. The fresh air and the dew still lingering in the tre eleaves made their surroundings seem more magical. It was still oh so dark, the moonlight above guiding their way to the outpost. Silence fell on them, only their breath breaking the sound and the earth moving under their feet as they walked. She took out a bottle, taking a sip of it. She had only bought two bottles, knowing that Eaden wouldn’t really need water, but she offered him some anyways. ”I don’t hope that my suggestion about going away for a while scared you,” she said after walking some time in silence. The silence didn’t worry her too much, she mostly liked it when they didn’t have to speak all the time. It felt relaxing. The trees rustled in the wind and she looked up, feeling her hair getting caught by the wind. She smiled, enjoying the small breeze as she kept walking. ”Eaden?” she asked with a shy smile on her lips, looking ahead as they walked. She felt a little silly, but this whole scenario was a bit silly, getting up early just to watch the sunrise from the mountain. ”Do you like going to the academy – even if I weren’t there?” she asked. She knew she had wanted to learn some more things in her life, hence why she wanted to go to the academy. However that didn’t mean that he had to force himself to go there as well if it didn’t make him happy.