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| Emne: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 9:38 pm | |
| She finally felt a little more like herself, but her other half was missing. Amary was her soulmate, not in the way of romantic love - but she was one she couldn't live without. Since the truth had come out, the tables had turned - everyone have had their share of pain. She was sitting in the tower with a book - typical her, drowning her emotions in facts about the weirdest things. She scratched her neck shortly looking outside, they had used to play up here - or they would do in a few years time. Now it was still dusty and filled with all this old crap they would explore later on. It was their space, the boy free space - Lion had hated them for not letting him in at first - but in the end it had been their safe place all four of them. Now things were complicated, and she hated that. Vanya was about to take a bite of a lemon cupcake with lavender frosting. But stopped. " You can have it if you want," she then said turning her eyes to the entre of the tower. She took a deep breath in and reached her arm out so Amary could take the cupcake if she wanted to. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 9:47 pm | |
| Amaryllis felt more confused than she ever had. She had a feeling like something was missing, but she couldn’t put a finger on it. She had retreated to the only place she knew she could go to clear her thoughts. Her hands could still feel how she had hit Lion, and because of it she had a sour taste in her mouth. Honestly she didn’t think that Vanya would be up here after everything, and as she offered the cupcake she looked at it shortly. ”How about we split it?” she said, trying to keep her emotions under control. She loved Vanya, like she had never loved anyone before. And that was why her heart felt like it was in a thousand pieces, some of them being ground to dust. Amaryllis felt her hands shake as she took a hold of the cupcake, breaking it in half and then sitting down on one of the pillows in the windowsill. A quick bite and she looked out the window.
”I’m sorry,” she finally mumbled. She felt stupid. Often she was still that little girl who hated sharing anything, and when it came to Vanya, a part of her had always believed that she never had to share. Amaryllis licked some frosting off of her upperlip as she tried finding her words, but those two sentences were all she could really muster right now, without feeling empty inside.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 10:01 pm | |
| "We can do that," she said letting Amary break the cupcake in half. She took her half and ate the frosting first - as always. It was the best part. She listened to Amary when she said sorry but Vanya shook her head. "Don't be. I should have told you the whole truth.. I was just scared, that If I told you.. I would lose you. We truly never wanted to hurt anyone," she admitted and took a deep breath in. Why was there life not just like when they were running around singing in the streets of Italy? That was when the made the decision to just sing. "I didn't know what you were going through..I thought that you were fine -Why did you have to hide?" she looked over at Amary. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 10:31 pm | |
| Amaryllis listened to Vanya speak, but she was broken inside. She felt not only that she had lost love, but someone she felt like she couldn’t live without. Vanya was like a sister, and these stupid feelings had gotten everyone’s hearts in a knot. She felt guilty, because was she really so unstable, that people felt the need to tip-toe around her? She let out a sigh as Vanya started to sing, and she couldn’t help but smile. Back in Italy it had been more simple.
”I didn't want to let you down, But the truth is out. It's tearing me apart, not listening to my heart,” she sang back looking down. Why were they communicating through song all of a sudden? Was it because it reminded them of when things were just for fun? ”I really had to go,” she sang letting there be space for Vanya to answer before she sang her next line. ”Even though it changed,” she sang looking away.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 10:43 pm | |
| She smiled slightly was Amary responded in song as well - it was a good thing. Song was an easier way to communicate, or it was when you were under a curse. But it seemed to be way more like them. "And I would never stop you," she answered quickly, Even though it changed, Vanya got up and grabbed Amarys hand. "Nothing has to change," she reminded her as she sang. "And you can find me in the space between -Where two worlds come to meet I'll never be out of reach," she gave Amarys hand a gently squeeze, " 'Cause you're a part of me so you can find me in the space between - " |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 10:53 pm | |
| Amaryllis got up and sighed a bit at the hand holding. As Vanya sang the chorus she joined in. The hand squeeze made her smile a bit, but she couldn’t get her smile to reach her eyes fully. She hesitated to continue the song, because she felt weak at this moment. She took her hand out of Vanya’s, not wanting to feel that emotion of emptiness. ”And nothing can stay the same, It's growing pains,” she sang sadly, turning away to look out the window in stead. She waited for Vanya to sing back, and if she did, Amaryllis would continue the song. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Man Mar 18, 2019 11:01 pm | |
| As Amary let her hand go, she swallowed the doubt for a second. She had promised herself to fight for this. "Be proud of all the scars," she sang and took a deep breath in, "They make you who you are." she stepped closer to Amary and gave her shoulder a squeeze - not wanting to overstep. "oh, woah," she sang and sighed. Then she looked shortly outside before she continued the song. "I know you have to stay," she sang, letting Amary answer the lyrics before adding. "Nothing has to change even though it changed. After that they entered the chorus together. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 6:13 pm | |
| Amaryllis couldn’t help but just listen to Vanya, but she felt like she had too betrayed the trust of her friend. She turned to her friend, but this time she could not continue the sung. Instead she looked with pain in her eyes at her friend as she thought of what she and Karmena had done. Well. They had only kissed and looked at the stars, but she didn’t want to hide that. Maybe it would be better to be even this was, however it still gave her a sour taste in the mouth. It had happened not long ago, but she hadn’t been ready to face either Vanya nor Lion.
”Karmena kissed me,” she blurted out and looked away. ”And I kissed her,” she said, almost awaiting a scolding. But she couldn’t hide anything from her friends. She was too loyal, and that was both a good and a bad quality in some eyes.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 7:09 pm | |
| She narrowed her eyes a little as she told her what had happened between her and Karmena. She exhaled. "She finally told you huh," she said almost breathless. Vanya had always known about Karmenas feelings towards Amary, perhaps that was why she never spoke about feelings out loud or had pretended not to know about Amarys. Because she didn't wanted to hurt anyone. "I always had this idea of you two would be this epic power couple," she smiled at Amary and swallowed. She wasn't going to give her shit for it, she didn't want to fight - not anymore. "I'm still sorry you had to find out about me and Lion like that.. but I love him, I can't hide that, not anymore," she had to be honest and it was better being that now than lying. There was a reason Vanya and Lion had been angry at each other the month before they time traveled and now it seemed to make sense. He have had this girlfriend, pretty and blonde. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 7:23 pm | |
| ”I don’t know what to feel right now to be honest,” she mumbled and put her hand to her heart and sighed. Vanya’s words made her smile slightly, but she was scared to death. Her mother had always told her that love couldn’t kill, but her heart was beating so fast whenever she thought of Karmena. Maybe it would jump out of her chest and run away, if she wasn’t careful. She breathed out silently and closed her eyes. The vision of what Lion and Vanya was still burned into her mind, but it was slowly getting taken over by the way Karmena had looked at her. It was like that vampire could take her pain away, but she was scared of ever feeling anything again. ”I just don’t want to rush into something, but my whole body just screams to be near her right now – however I haven’t been able to find her all day,” she said with a worried look. She knew that Karmena had a habbit of going out to train, so maybe she was just overreacting, but a part of her felt something was off.
”I still love you, just like I still love Lion,” she said finally letting herself say the words. Time had blinded her, and she had seen the infatuation towards Vanya as a sign of love, but when she looked closer she saw that she did love Vanya. Just not as a lover, or anything. Like a sister that she couldn’t live without. Vanya was her soulmate and Lion her twinflame. But Karmena was something more than that, at least that’s what she felt.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 7:39 pm | |
| "To be honest, I haven't really been talking to her since.. you know," she didn't want to talk about her days walking around in emptiness. Lion had got her back on track, and she was thankful for that. And now wasn't the time to talk about such things. She looked up when she said she stille loved her and Lion. "Maybe you should tell him that, he is terrified of losing you," she had to say it like it was. "And I still love you the same," she smiled at Amary. Then picked up on Lions scent coming towards the tower. She could feel the panic, which made her narrow her eyes.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 7:50 pm | |
| Lion had promised to let Vanya talk with Amaryllis first. It was his plan to let the girls talk, but sometimes plan didn't work out. He had spent some time in the room he had borrowed, still trying to get control over his feelings. He felt horrible about what he had told Karmena, and he was planning on making it up to her. When she resurfaced. He left his room to go rage the kitchen, when he saw the letter outside the door. What was in it was terrible. He couldn't understand what she had planned, but now that he knew time travel was a possibility, he was terrified it would affect all of them. He first walked to Vanya's room, thinking they might be there. Then he realized they were probably in the tower. He thought back on all the memories from the tower. Karmena seemed to be blurry in the oldest of them. What had she done? He went to the tower and walked up without any hesitation. This couldn't wait. "I didn't mean to interrupt," he said and walked to them. "I found this. Karmena is planning something bad." He said and gave Amaryllis the letter. After what Karmena had told him, she might be the one Karm was closets with right now. "Try thinking back of the first memory you can with her in it," he suggested, thinking they might experience the same blur around Karmena as he had. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 8:06 pm | |
| Amaryllis sighed at Vanya’s words, because she had wanted to see Lion, but her being afraid of what might happen if she saw him scared her. She had hit him, not only physically, but mentally as well. She had been so caught up in her own emotions she didn’t stop to think about those around her. Soon she heard footsteps and she froze as she heard Lion’s voice. Her body shook a bit, because she couldn’t turn around to face him, not until he forced the letter into her hand. She read it. Then again. Then once more, sitting down in the windowsill. She felt her heart beat as she could feel her brain being fuzzy when she tought of Karmena.
”Her lips,” she mumbled grabbing her head. No. She couldn’t remember all of her face. Amaryllis put her head between her knees trying to breath normally but her body was freaking out. Her heart beating fast, as she could feel the memory of Karmena slowly slip away. She wouldn’t let it go, as she grabbed her head harder, as if she was trying to hold together her memories. ”What did she do?” she said, mostly to herself.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 8:17 pm | |
| Vanya looked confused at Lion when he gave out the information about Karmena. She narrowed her eyes, trying to figure out what her memories about her were. She grabbed her own hand and touched the moonring. Then she took the letter from Amary to read it. She was the reader in the group after all. Vanya read it over and over again to try to figure out what most have been going on inside Karmenas head. "Bloody hell," she mumbled. "Okay, I read something yesterday.. I might be able to figure out if she has been through one of my books.. you should get a hold on your mother.. if anyone knows something about magic.. its her," she said to Amary. "I'll go see if I can find anything okay? Meet me back here in 15 minutes max. If you find anything before.. just find me," Vanya was pretty good at keeping her head cool in situations like this. Vanya walked to her room, they knew if she had to find something that would help - she needed to be alone. So Vanya walked to her room to pull out every book that had something to do with erasing people. But then a light opened behind her. "I don't have time to explain," a voice said and pulled Vanya through a portal.
((ikke gå ind til Vanya.. bare lad hende 'læse' xD )) |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 8:30 pm | |
| Lion hated that Amaryllis couldn’t look at him. Had he hurt her so much? Was there no way to get back to a good place? He watched her as she read the letter. It hurt him that Karmena would ever think they’re lives would be better without her. He looked at Vanya when she read the letter. ”Okay,” he agreed and looked back at Amaryllis. He walked to her. ”Nothing is going to happen to her,” he promised. Although he was really scared he couldn’t keep that promise. He sighed and sat down across from her. ”Please don’t hate me,” he said. His eyes were blank from the tears threatening to fall down his cheeks. One of his worst fears was one of his best friends hating him. He would hate himself it that happened. He reached for her hand. ”We should call Alison,” he suggested. They needed all the help they could get. He kept trying to think about Karmena, to hold on to his memories of her. But it felt like he was trying to hold onto sand, but just having it spilling through his fingers. He was scared out of his mind, and he felt like it was all his fault. Like he had somehow pushed her to this. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 8:40 pm | |
| Amaryllis couldn’t really fathom what was going on, and when she looked up her eyes were full of tears ready to fall down her cheeks, but she wouldn’t let them. Not until Lion started talking to her, but she couldn’t find her words, so in stead she started shaking her head. As he reached for her hand she jumped up and wrapped her arms around Lion crying silently into his neck. She didn’t want to loose her brother. Not now, not ever. He talked about calling her mother, and she nodded, just holding her arms around him. ”I don’t ever want to loose you,” she whispered into his neck. Amaryllis had cried more since getting to the past than she had ever done in her whole life. She was usually this bubble of happiness filling the room with a warm energy, but right now she was scared. Carefully she pulled her face from his neck and looked into his eyes.
”Besides, if I really hated you I would have made you into sushi,” she said and couldn’t help scoff out a laugh as she looked at him.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 8:50 pm | |
| Lion wrapped his arms around her and held her close. ”You won’t. Never,” this he could promise. He let her cry. She was allowed to. He wiped tears away from her cheeks as she looked at him. ”I don’t doubt it,” he said and kissed her forehead. ”I will make this right. I will get her back.” He moved out of the embrace. ”Tell Vanya I will be back soon.” He didn’t want to leave her, but he had to do something about this. He knew of only one person who could help him with this. His grandmother. Although he had never really been that close to her, since Jessalyn wasn’t. She had more been a friend of the family than actually family too him. He just had to convince her to help him. Send him back in time to the year Karmena was conceived, and make sure she wouldn’t erase herself from history, which he thought was her plan.
//And Lion is out again xD |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 9:09 pm | |
| "Perhaps. But he could never hate you for it. If it wasn't for you, it might have ended worse," she tried to be positive about it. Seeing that if Karmena hadn't snapped out of her sorrow about her mother and pulled her father of Vanya - they both knew what would have happened. "Amary is just gonna be happy you are back," she assured. After a short while Mikayla returned. "Everything is done. I made sure she isn't alone..," Mikayla smiled a little of them. The after that opened a portal they could walk through that let to Vanyas room. "Don't stay here for way to long.. our present is already being effected by you being here," she pointed out before opening a new portal to their present and left. Leaving Vanya and Karmena in her bedroom. In the mess. "You can clean up my mess later.. lets find the others." |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 9:20 pm | |
| She shrugged at her remark, it could have ended worse, but it didnt so Karmena didnt want to think about the what-if's. As Vanya said that Amary would be happy to have her back, she tried to smile, but ended up biting the smile back, leaving a expressionless response. She turned her eyes to Mikayla as she came back, nodding to the assurance of her mother's safety. "Thank you," she simply replied as the portal was opened and they were about to walk through. She stopped herself and grabbed Mikayla's hand, looking her in the eyes, "Find me in 2019. We need to talk," she then said as she gave her hand a squeeze and went through the portal, coming back to 2019. She looked around at the mess, but didnt say anything when Vanya said she could clean it later. Some part of her couldnt find it in her to care about the mess. Was she really changed? She took Vanya's hand and went out to look for the other's, walking carefully on her wounded leg. She had to stop ruining it further. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 10:10 pm | |
| As Lion left the room as well, she suddenly felt so alone. She knew that both him and Vanya each had their reasons for leaving her, but she felt it almost as a stab to her chest. Shaking her head she got up to her feet. She had to stop feeling sorry for herself. Do something for once. But she felt so empty, and the fleeting memory of Karmena was still lingering. Why hadn’t she dissappeared yet? Her gaze went to the window once again and she bit her lip as she wondered what would happen if she jumped from there. A broken leg or two if she was lucky, maybe a broken spine. A sigh went through her lips as she opened the window, letting in the cold air from outside. She wasn’t going to jump, was she? To be honest, it wouldn’t work, and she would just get in more trouble just for trying something stupid and dramatic.
”I need to remember you,” she mumbled as she closed her eyes, feeling the soft wind against her hair.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 10:24 pm | |
| They needed to find them. But she couldn't really find Lions scent nearby. Where had he gone? She shook her head, and tried to find Amarys scent. "She is.. outside.. no.. inside.. I can't tell," she narrowed her eyes with an confused expression. "It's only been like 15 minutes.. shit.. the tower." She grabbed Karmenas hand by instinct. Vanya wasn't ready to feel all that just had happened, and she needed the touch to know that she wasn't alone. The pulled Karmena with her up to the tower. Seeing Amary in the window. "Ama.. It's okay, get down from there.. I found her.. she is here," she let Karmenas hand go, and gave her a nod in Amarys direction so she could walk towards her. "Right here." Its was most likely more that Amary needed than Vanya right now. Vanya wrapped her arms around herself, and felt the cold slowly digging its claws in her flesh. All she wanted was for them to be happy. That was all she really wanted. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 10:39 pm | |
| As they got into the tower, and she saw Amaryllis standing in the window, she felt a dread spread inside her, she had caused this - Another things to add to the list of cruel things that she had done. But for now, she shook it off her, she couldnt falter now, not when she had so many things to fix. She found her inner 'Vanya', the calm and collected side that her bestfriend had taught her in the time over their friendship. She carefully approached her, reaching out with her healthy hand till she could grab her and yank her out of the window and into her arms, unless Amary was falling out the window, then she would have ran to her, grabbing her before she fell, not caring about the soaring pain in her leg. She pressed her so tightly, that she was afraid she was going to break her. After a bit, she lifted her face up gently and looked into the green eyes she realized that she had missed so dearly, before she quite passionately pressed her lips against Amary's intoxicating lips, feeling her warmth once again. A tear rolled down her cheek as she pulled away and held her tight once again, looking over at Vanya before she reached out for her, pulling her up behind Amary so they both could hug her. She knew she needed them both, she needed both her and Vanya to be there for her. She wanted to apologize, but she couldnt find it in her to say anything. And she usually had something to say in situations like these. She exhaled deeply as she came to realize that she was changing - It was scaring her. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Tirs Mar 19, 2019 11:09 pm | |
| Amaryllis heard Vanya but it felt like she hadn’t really heard her. As Karmena pulled her into an embrace she closed her eyes, finally feeling like she could breathe again. ”I wasn’t going to do it,” she mumbled into Karmena’s chest and then felt her face being pulled up into a kiss. Wow. She could really forget everything around her when she felt those lips pressed so firmly against her own. As the kiss ended she made a small annoyed groan, because she didn’t want the kiss to stop. ”You know I’m stupid, but I’m not that reckless,” she finally said as she felt Vanya now pressed against her back, and she couldn’t help but giggle a little bit. She leaned back to Vanya, pressing her cheek against her friend’s. Something was wrong, it was like a taste in the air. She placed her hand against Karmena’s cheek and froze at what she saw. So much violence, that man, Vanya scared and the blood on the vampire’s hand. She felt like she wanted to scream, but she kept her mouth shut as she started hitting Karmena. Tears falling from her eyes.
”How dare you leave me!” she screamed, suddenly filled with fear and anger all at once. Feelings she had gotten from the memories she saw, but her hits were barely as violent as the ones she had swong towards Lion. Even if she was angry, she couldn’t hurt Karmena like that, and she placed her forehead against the vampire’s chest again, trying to calm her beast and her own feelings down. ”Haven’t I told you that I couldn’t imagine a world without you?” she said as a mumble as she pulled herself close to Karmena, afraid she was going to dissappear. Her memory of their long friendship came back to her and every emotion was so hard to feel over again.
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Ons Mar 20, 2019 11:15 am | |
| Vanya watched Karmena get a hold on Amary, and smiled a little bit. She was pulled towards the girls when Karmena grabbed her, and swung her arms around them. Vanya felt relieved but not completely. When everything hit Amary, Vanya took a step back. She swallowed everything watching Amary react and walked to the window to look outside. Vanya wanted them to have their moment to themselves, and she needed to collect her thought - but without being all alone. Vanya wrapped her arms around herself and sighed a little. Feeling the cold hair blowing in her hair made her somehow forget, but she couldn't forget. "I'm starving.. I'll go down and find something to eat, " she then said when the cold was too much for her. Vanya walked down from the tower, and down the hallway hoping Lion suddenly would show up - but he didn't. Instead she just stood there in the middle of the hallway for a few minutes starring - till she went to the kitchen to ask them to make some food. But she went for the blood as well, and got a bottle of blood served. She felt like she needed it, needed the strength. |
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| Emne: Sv: Space between - Amary (+Lion) Ons Mar 20, 2019 3:27 pm | |
| She could understand Amary's anger, she was angry at herself for being so selfish. She knew what this could have done to Amary, and she was about to do it anyway. She exhaled deeply and let her hit her, looking at her with pained eyes, not because she was hurting her, but because she knew she fucked up big time. As Amary pressed herself close to her again, she lifted her gaze and let it wander around as she blinked her tears away - Tears werent going to solve this, so she'd rather get rid of them. She turned her eyes to Vanya and nodded at her when she said she would go eat something - Surely she knew that Vanya just wanted them to be alone, and maybe she needed some time alone too. Her thought shortly wondered where Lion was, but he was probably somewhere, Kyle wouldnt let any of them leave just like that - So if he was gone, it was bad. She placed her hand gently on Amary's cheek and looked down at her. "I let you down, Amaryllis," she admitted, the words stung but her face was expressionless. She inhaled shortly before she continued, "I was a fool to not think of you. Selfish. I am lower than shit for pushing my own agenda, not even thinking about the consequences of my actions. I was too drawn to think that you would all be better off, and I never even realized how much I was in the wrong." - "I let myself think that my heart was dark, filled with this evil that came from how I was put into this world, when I was wrong. Because how could my heart ever be evil, when it's being held by you?" she then said as she gently stroke the skin on her cheek with her thumbs, her eyes looking into Amary's the whole time. "I promise you that I will never leave your side ever again. I will build up the trust that I've lost, and I will prove to you everyday, just how much I love you," she then said, as she leaned down and sealed her promise in a kiss, a tender and vulnerable kiss. |
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