How can a heart feel this broken? Eleanor [Fortidsemne]

Location: Italy, Milan
Time: 14:00, a year ago
Surroundings: They are some type of forest
Weather: Sunny, around 22 degrees
Outfit: She is wearing a pair of black sorts and a white tanktop - her hair is in a high pony
Topic to: @Eleanor <3

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It had been some rough days. Only two days had past, and she couldn't even look at him without feeling her heart falling to pieces. It hadn't gotten any better when Raphaels family arrived, his death didn't surprise her - since she had woken up in a scream right before his ghost had shown. He had killed himself. The Beaumonts blamed her for his death, and they should. A suicide right after she had denied to marry him. Sadly some people loved because of her ability, and it made them crazy at times - it wasn't something she wished happened. And she wish she could talk to Kyle about it, but she couldn't. They had agreed to pretend nothing had happened between them. Abigal had spend most of the time today fighting her case, that she had nothing to do with their sons death. In the end they had to give up, because one thing was - Abigal had killed no one. The second she had the chance she went out. She didn't tell anyone where she was going, she just needed to do. Abigal stopped on her way to the car when she saw Eleanor sitting by herself.
"I could use some company, come on," she smiled and walked towards a car. She got in and when Eleanor joined her - she would drive away from everything. She had left her phone, left without any signs of her whereabouts. "I'm sorry about your brother," Abigal felt like she had to say that.

Outfit

Eleanor had been dragged to Italy. She didn’t mind Italy, but she did mind the reason they were there. For some messed up reason, her parents blamed Princess Abigal for Raph’s death. Eleanor didn’t. She only blamed him. He had made a choice, he had ended his own life and left his little sister to deal with everything alone. She had only had her brother to lean up, and now she had nobody. Her parents were already talking of marrying her off to some royal bloodline. They had barely buried Raph, and now they were already thinking of the next strategy move. Of course, that would be shipping her up to some old man, just so they would still be in good favors with other kingdoms. It was all about connections and money for them. Although she did have a slightly better relationship to her father, she still thought he let her mother take too much control. The king was supposed to be in control, not the queen. She was sitting by herself when Abigal came by. She didn’t feel she had much of a choice. She could either do as the Princess said or sit here in fear her mother would come by and kill her mood even more. She needed to be distracted. She sat into the car and looked out the window, until Abigal said something. She shortly looked at her. ”Thank you.” She might open up to someone about her feelings eventually, but right now, she just needed to deal with it all on her own.

She just needed to get away. Abigal always found a safe space everywhere she went, a place no one else would know about - a place to hide. If she could hide, then she could save yourself for everyone. Sometimes the only person who could save you was you. Abigal felt heart broken, as someone had ripped out her heart and left it in the bottom of the cold ocean - why did she feel like that? She hadn't ended a long lasted relationship or broken up with a husband - no one died - ish. Kyle and her hadn't had a relationship, and even through they didn't - she hadn't felt that way about a kiss since she was together with Micah - and that was years ago. Abigal sighed to herself. How could someone she had shared few kisses with few days ago, mean so much to her heart? Abigal usually protected herself like she protected her father, or that wasn't true - she protected other people more and she felt that hurt now. Abigal had only met Eleanor few times in her life. Abigal had lost a brother before, she knew what it was like - or perhaps not. She was close with her father, and Alexander would do anything for her happiness. But the question was in reality, what would Abigail do for her own happiness? She took another deep breath in and kept on driving. Finally she stopped on a random car park.
"They are most likely to use a gps to track the car.. if we walk now - they aren't gonna find us till we want to be found," she said and stopped the car. Abigal smiled shortly at the sun it was a nice spring day. She made a movement with her hand to let Eleanor know she should follow her. On the walk Abigal really didn't talk, she had her thoughts to organize. And it wasn't till they reached a hidden path she stopped.
"Come on, this is the way to my secret hideout," she said with a warm smile. She was sure Eleanor knew about having places to oneself so you could have a chance to feel at peace. As they kept walking the true beauty of the place showed. And not long after the sound of waterfalls were clear. Abigal smiled at the view.