... Are you ready for it? - Roy

Why? Why was it so hard for her? It was nothing, she shouldn´t care - but she did. All the time, everysingle day she thought of that picture. She coudn´t get it out of her head. Calla had been talking a little to Livia about it, but she was there with them, and even when she said there wasn´t anything - Calla still couldn´t find peace with it. Calla hated herself for it, all the dark thoughts came back from their corners and was now living in her again. She had no idea how to escape now. It wasn´t because it was a short time ago, it had been weeks. Weeks she had fallen into bad habits that made her feel in control. Calla was even doing so far down she was starting to visit her father everyday, just to get her mind off things. Pain in the heart was a silly thing to feel, he would say. Even telling her about a vampire that could remove hearts without killing the victim. That thing it self was an idea that could lure her further down the path of darkness. Calla had been skipping school, lying to her mother to everyone. Telling them she needed to do something, and worst that she was okay. Calla had been in her secret place, in one room - the room where she had destroyed everything in. Everything was broken in the battle of her emotions. It wasn´t because it was anything really big, but to Calla, who never had these feelings before - it was the biggest thing. She had no idea why she was feeling sad about it, and that made her angry.. and being angry, she started hating herself. And then she started hating on Roy for making her feel that why.
Livia had texted her they were back, but Calla wasn´t ready to go back, but her anger made her. She just didnt to inside the academy. She stood outsite, hoping Roy would see her from his window and contact her. She was wearing black jeans and a black sweater - all black.

//@Roy