Deep Waters

She knew she did many in theory bad things, but as she didn't know what she was, or for that matter how long she would live, a part of her feared she wouldn't get to live her life to the fullest. She was ageing fast, so she could be old and dying really soon, and while she also knew Michael wouldn't like the fact she had sex, with someone she wasn't married with or with multiple different people. But truth be told, she was someone who went from having no love to suddenly having it from different people, and this was through sex, it was a way she could feel as if she did actually matter. But also having been faced with the possibility of someone doing something to her, even if it was against her will was scary, and yeah in some ways she was reminded that people could be evil, and not all were good in their hearts.
While Michael and Dean talked, she found herself just staring into the air, not really saying much. Maybe this was how she dealt with things that scared her, by not saying that much or anything at all. She didn't really notice much, and it was only when Michael placed a bath towel around her shoulders, she moved her gaze and looked up at him, and as Michael kneeled down in front of her, she lowered it to meet his eyes "I don't know," and this was the truth, she had all these strange thoughts in her head, and she didn't even know what to make of them. It felt like chaos in her head, and she just wanted it all to go away.