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| Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] | |
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Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Man Aug 08, 2022 9:00 pm | |
| When he didn’t answer her question right away she assumed that his family history wasn’t a very pleasant one. She knew that kind of silence. Recognized it in herself when someone were to ask her something similar as her family history wasn’t perfectly happy either. A smile of encouragement spread on her lips as he decided to tell her what she could only assume to be the painful truth. His body language and tone of voice led her to believe that he wouldn’t normally share that kind of information with someone he’d just met why she felt extremely honored to be one of the chosen ones. Naturally, that was only her interpretation of the scenario unfolding and she didn’t have near enough information to conclude anything meaningful. But that didn’t stop her. She was convinced that he felt something deeper for her - why else would he share something as personal?
She thought she heard some pain in his voice when he told her that he didn’t want to talk more about his family. Before she could do anything about it, he kissed her. She let him for a while, then broke it off. Very gently. Thereafter, she mirrored his movement and guided his face. Not towards her lips but a few inches away enabling eye contact between them. “We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to” she caressed his cheek with a soft touch before continuing “Parents do their best. Sometimes it’s not enough. No matter what happened it wasn’t your fault” Even though she had no idea about the fact she assured him that he wasn’t to blame. Her voice was low without a whisper. Soft, comforting and understanding even though she had no idea about the reality of his situation. |
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Man Aug 08, 2022 9:27 pm | |
| The sudden act of her stopping his kiss, something she until now had not been able to do, was in a small way alarming, should he assume she was growing in control? By the simple emotional act of talking about something? He did not like this, while he gave her the concept of self-control, she did not have any, yes she may surprise him and in some ways, he enjoyed that, but he did not enjoy her taking so much control, as to pull away from him. His gaze did meet hers, looking up and into those big eyes of hers, eyes he did consider very beautiful, maybe he should save them after she was dead, could be a sweet memorial of her and their time together. Her words were sweet, not words he would think her to give him if she actually knew the real truth if she knew what he'd spent his life doing. He wondered just how scared of him she would be, she called him beautiful now, but if she was to see his true face, maybe she wouldn't be so happy then or that mesmerized by him. He did not think too much of it, as the soft touch of her hand against his cheek, quickly brought him back from it "you're sweet," he almost smiled at her, finding her words kind in a way, maybe if he'd been human he would love her or fall in love with her, maybe if he'd never been born the way he was, he would be able to care for her and not want to kill her at the same time. Maybe if she'd never been so naive, she wouldn't have gotten up in this situation or maybe if she'd just stayed home this very day, they would never have met and she wouldn't have thought of his existence. He would never have existed on her mind, and she could have continued on with her little human life, none the wiser of her own danger. Yet this was not the case and this was not her fate. He reached up, yet not to touch her cheek, as his fingers found her soft hair, playing with a few locks, while he admired her. In some ways, she seemed almost unreal, and he wanted to stay in the moment with her, never leave this room and never go on with whatever his plans were, just live in this moment with her. A moment in which they knew almost nothing of each other, yet their bodies collided in passion and pleasures. How he would love it if he'd been able to love "and beautiful," he said, continuing the previous words, though with a long silence in between. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Man Aug 08, 2022 10:38 pm | |
| She felt like he pulled back. Like he had opened up a bit just to shut her out again. She felt like he tried to prevent the conversation about his family from unfolding any further. She wondered what traumatizing events had taken place in his childhood since it had become a subject he wished to avoid that much. She felt that him calling her beautiful and sweet (even though her heart overflowed with joy every time he complimented her) was meant to divert her attention and prevent further questioning. His behaviour (and her interpretation of it) caused her to care for him in a different way than she had done before that day. It wasn’t affection or desire - it was a need to take his pain away. The pain she thought he felt, that is. She wanted to help him see that whatever had happened wasn’t something he could be blamed for. She wanted him to feel safe in her company.
Her eyes found his as he touched her hair. She smiled but her gaze was examining him a bit. She thought she hid it very well even though most of her thoughts were easily read off of her facial expressions. Thus, she was blissfully unaware of how her eyes were comparable to an open book. Without saying or doing anything as a warning she raised her upper body changing her position from lying down to sitting. Afterwards she would gently pull at his arm to make him change position as well. If he let her she would then place both arms around his shoulders and neck and pull his body as close to hers as physically possible, embracing him in a hug. |
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Man Aug 08, 2022 11:03 pm | |
| Even though she was smiling, he could sense that he'd lost her in his pretence, that what had once worked earlier, seemed to go right through her. Quite irritating, if one were to ask him. He did not like when people tried to find him out, or at least not in this way, as she tried analyzing his face as if that would make him reveal everything to her. His own personal hell, was no one else but his own, just as his trauma was his own, and therefore not for anyone else to know. People had tried asking in the past, tried to get to know him and tried to share their own pains with him, as if that would make any kind of difference, they would never understand. All those years alone broke him in every way imaginable and no one would be able to heal that pain in him, not even Alena as sweet as it was when she believed she could. He frowned as she suddenly sat up, even more so as she tried pulling him up with her, and in his confusion as to what she was doing, he allowed her this moment of control. That was when she did the one thing, he had not remembered anyone ever doing to him, she hugged him. He felt it as she pressed herself closer to him and simultaneously pulled him towards her, while also locking her arms around him. For a moment he did not know what to do, nor how to act, as the simple act of a hug had never been done to him and if it had, it would have been aeons since he'd last felt it. He felt so vulnerable in the moment, something he hated and never allowed himself to be and yet here he was, in the arms of a human feeling things he hated the feeling. Thoughts of either hugging her, kissing her or simply killing her at the moment rose, yet in the end he simply closed his arms around her, hoping that by at least hugging her back, she'd stop this and he could go back to feeling some sense of control once more. Had it been any other way, he'd have her killed at that very moment, just for having asked about his family. Maybe the awkwardness in his reaction would reveal his lack of experience in this way, how he didn't rememeber the last time someone held him. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Ons Aug 10, 2022 6:27 pm | |
| As she felt his arms closing around her she pulled his body closer to hers even though it wasn't physically possible for them to get much closer than they already were. Alena herself felt that cuddling and hugging was a natural extent of the intimacy they’d shared in bed. However, Samaels delayed response and his awkward way of returning her hug made her think that it wasn’t as natural to him. She wondered how that could be. Did it have something to do with his childhood? Even if he described it so briefly and with very few words, she felt that she had sensed a substantial amount of pain between the lines of his short spoken sentences.
She gently kissed his cheek before resting her head on his shoulder while softly caressing his upper back. She didn’t say anything but hoped that her way of holding him would give him some sort of impression of how much she wanted to solve his problems and make him forget his worries. She hugged him like it was possible to remove his pain if she just held him long enough. Words didn’t seem to quite deliver that message why she didn't use any. “Stay here tonight”. It was an offer consisting of carefully chosen words. She wanted it to be more of an announcement than an actual offer. She wanted to make sure that he didn’t feel like he had overstayed his welcome. Obviously she couldn’t even begin to imagine what was going on in his mind, but she thought that whatever it was, he probably didn't want to be alone with it.
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Ons Aug 10, 2022 7:02 pm | |
| He'd never quite experienced someone, who in some ways wanted good things for him, or rather it had been such a long time since it had happened, one might say he'd completely forgotten about it. Having been around enemies for so long, and in such great numbers, the sudden feeling of someone caring, felt weird and out of place, as if at any moment she would do something that would remind him why he had paranoia in his nature. Yet she was human and could not harm him, and not sitting on his lap and with her arms around him, he almost felt a certain amount of warmth inside him. The sweet whisper, with the offer for him to stay the night, made him caress her softly down her back. He didn't have anywhere to be anyway, so might as well spend the night in a warm bed with someone breathing beside him. Gently he guided her face up towards his own, softly touching her cheek "okay," he said before leaning towards her. His movements were slow, which made the meeting of their noses almost seem like the tender caress of a lover, before then kissing her. Unlike the other times, this was not fueled by desire or want for the moment, but rather slow and tender. It was not heated and intense, as it did not become more than what it simply was, which was a soft kiss. Not that he couldn't easily want her again, particularly in the position they were currently in, maybe even going slower this time. He would allow her to take control and go at whatever pace she would want. The thought was very delightful. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Fre Sep 02, 2022 6:32 pm | |
| She continuously held him like the hug itself would undo whatever had made him so unfamiliar with that kind of physical touch. Even though they had only known each other for half a day, Alena already deeply cared for him. She had a tendency to develop feelings at a faster pace than people normally would, but this was fast - even for her. Her thoughts were still occupied going through different kinds of scenarios that would explain Samaels awkwardness towards the situation. She obviously had no idea how far from the truth said scenarios were. It simply was beyond her ability to imagine what he really was and just how traumatising and complicated his childhood had been. As far as she was concerned, he was just as human as her and his problems were just as ordinary as the ones she was facing: Paying rent, failing exams and dealing with rude customers at work. Therefore, she stayed convinced that whatever the problem was, it was something she could solve for him. And she wanted to so badly.
A smile spread across her lips as he caressed her back and then her cheek. His touch reminded her of just how undeniably strong her attraction towards him was. The smile became even wider as he accepted her offer. It had taken him quite some time to answer - long enough for Alena to question if he even wanted to stay. Therefore, her eyes revealed a slight relief just before she closed them and let her lips meet his in a soft kiss. Not heated nor based on desire. Just… soft.
As the kiss broke off, she gently let herself fall back into the pillows and duvets while holding back a yawn. The day had been quite eventful and she started to feel just how much that had tired her. She gently rearranged the pillow next to her as a silent invitation for him to join her. |
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Fre Sep 02, 2022 7:43 pm | |
| It had been almost strange in a way, how animalistic lust suddenly turned into this tender moment, in which he could feel her love for him growing. In a way he liked it and wanted more, it had been in his nature all his life, going by the uncomplicated search of wanting to be loved by someone in the way he thought he deserved. Angels had hated him, most demons adored him and family love was as complicated as anything could become. Yet the simple love of a human had not been something he thought he needed, and yet here he was, feeling the warm sensation coming from her as she kissed him so softly and made a place for him to lay beside her. It was as if she wanted nothing from him, nothing big and grand but to be near him. He wondered if she deserved the kind of pain that came with this wish, even if he'd planned on simply killing her, he did have to admit her warmth was a pleasant feeling. So he found a comfortable position laying down beside her, placing himself on his side so that he would be able to look at her and in a way maybe even admire her. His hand reached out, running softly across her stomach, going from one hip to the other, before pulling her closer to his own body. His head he placed close to her shoulder, his forehead resting against her cheek. Some would say this would be the humanity in him, seeking the comfort of a soft embrace and the love of another human. Who knows, maybe they would have been a great match if he'd not been born a monster but just one amongst many other humans, living his life with some unknown goal. He'd imagine for a moment, being a human and coming home from work to be greeted by her, he imagined kissing her softly and at night times they would make love as if they were still newly in love. How kind things would have been, if past happening had not been happenings, but only the nightmare of a creative mind. He would have loved her, alas this was not the case and he was not human, so who knew what kind of fate this young woman had before her, how she'd sealed her own death simply by replying to the words of a stranger. Whatever it was, whatever was to happen, for some reason he did not want to think of it, he would be in the moment and be with her. Softly he kissed her shoulder, before then closing his eyes. He wondered if maybe this would be his first real sleep in years, knowing she possessed no real threat to him, he would not have to fear for his own life or what could happen if he realized. So slowly as minutes would go by, his breathing would relax and he would sleep tenderly beside her, an arm around her and his face softly against her shoulder. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Lør Sep 03, 2022 1:12 am | |
| Alena smiled as he nonverbally accepted her invitation by laying down at the very spot she had prepared for him while pulling her body closer to his. Her body reacted slightly to his fingers touching her hips and stomach in the process as if she hadn’t quite forgotten the events that had taken place earlier that night nor how these events had made her scream of pure satisfaction. Samael moved her around as if her body weight was comparable to the weight of a feather while still being ever so gentle. His strength made her instinctively feel safe as she was blissfully unaware of the danger he himself contained. As he placed his head near her shoulder and rested his forehead against her cheek, she reached out to gently brush her fingers through his blonde hair. Her comforting motion continued as he closed his eyes.
She listened to his breathing to determine when he had fallen asleep. When she thought he had, she moved her hand from his hair and reached for the nearest duvet. If she straightened her arm as far as possible she was able to grab it without moving the shoulder he was resting against as she didn’t want to wake him up, if he was in fact sleeping. When successfully retrieving the duvet from the other end of the bed, she placed it around him in order to make sure that he wouldn’t freeze during the night. She moved it around a bit until it covered most of his body while still keeping the movement of her shoulder as minimal as possible. For a few moments she listened to his breathing again in order to determine if he was still asleep. “I think I might be in love with you” she whispered into his ear, convinced that he was sleeping and therefore unable to hear the words. It was easier for her to say them, when she thought he didn’t listen. “No matter what happened to you”. Then she closed her eyes as well. |
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Lør Sep 03, 2022 1:05 pm | |
| It had been a long time since he'd slept peacefully, or rather since he'd slept at all. Even if sleep was an important thing for many creatures, he himself didn't actually need it and while many saw it as a brief moment where the brain could rest and they were not trapped in their everyday troubles, this was not the case for him. Sleep was a gateway, a way for his body to be vulnerable and in danger from everything around him, a way for his mind to remember years of torture and years of pain. Maybe that was why he never tried to do it, yet in this very moment, his mind did not go straight to sorrows and destruction, for a moment it held almost a state of peace. As if he knew he was not in danger and therefore did not have to fear what anyone might be able to do to him. Even the soft touch of Alena seemed to make his sleep more pleasant than anything, so the moment he entered the deep sleep, he did not notice anything she did nor what she might have said to his sleeping body. For a small second, he may have moved a bit, but this was only his body finding a comfortable position, before then going still again. So as Alena herself fell asleep and night slowly would turn to early morning, it was with a rather pleasant sleep he laid beside her, his arm still lingering around her waist and his head close by her own, a peaceful expression on his face. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Tirs Sep 06, 2022 8:34 pm | |
| As the sun started to rise the rays peeked through the white curtains slowly lightening up the entire bedroom. The curtains were merely a choice of interior rather than a functional addition as they didn’t block out much light. Alena preferred to wake up when the sun did, why she hadn’t made much of an effort to furnish the room in a way that would keep it completely dark. Or dark at all. As she felt the light on her face she slowly opened her green eyes. While studying how the sun rays hit the curtains she slowly remembered the events of the day before. The visit to the bookstore. The Jane Austen novel. And him. The beautiful blonde stranger that she so instantly fell in love with after only knowing him for a few minutes. Some might find her behaviour quite naive but what difference did time make when one felt a love so great and all-consuming?
She looked to her right as she finished the thought. For a brief moment she was surprised by the fact that she wasn’t alone in her bed but then she remembered how the meeting at the bookstore had ended. More perfectly than any writer could ever describe it - no matter the amount of words and pages used. He was beautiful to a point that didn’t feel humanly possible even though it obviously was as he was sleeping peacefully there right next to her. She watched him sleep for a few more minutes while listening to his restful breathing before she kissed his forehead ever so gently. Didn’t want to wake him just yet. |
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Fag : Way to busy creating chaos to go to a school Antal indlæg : 214
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Tirs Sep 06, 2022 8:57 pm | |
| While it may have been the most peaceful sleep he'd had, in more than a thousand years, it did not mean he wasn't aware of his surroundings. So the moment he felt her staring, he became quite aware that she was in fact there beside him, even so, more when she kissed his forehead. He took an intake of air through his nose, before then opening his eyes to look at her. He blinked a few times as if to figure out where he was and what was happening, yet it became clear quite fast. He was in a bed, and beside him was a human, one which he'd planned on killing at some point in the future, he'd had sex with her from the looks of it. Maybe the deep sleep had somewhat made him unaware of his surroundings, as it took his brain a few seconds to reboot and figure it out. He smiled and pulled her closer to his naked body before his hand found her cheek "good morning, you little peaker," he said teasingly, referring to how she'd been looking at him while he'd been sleeping. He softly kissed her, as it said good morning in a bit of a different way, maybe even one he would prefer himself, more than having to say the words themselves. Words were after all rather boring, and actions spoke a lot louder "did you sleep well?" he asked running his hand down her back and down to her hip. |
| | | Alena
Fag : Literature, psychology and dance Antal indlæg : 151
| Emne: Sv: Adventure in the great wide somewhere - CW [Samael] Søn Sep 18, 2022 9:53 pm | |
| “I didn’t want to wake you”, she smiled as he pulled her body closer to his. “... and it’s a nice view” she said teasingly even though "nice" wasn’t nearly enough to describe the beauty he possessed but she found herself unable to find the words that did. A feeling she recognised from their first meeting in the bookstore that had left her breathless. When his soft lips met hers in a kiss she kissed him back. Her lips were mirroring the movement of his while her hand found his blonde hair which she caressed gently as the kiss progressed. “I did” She felt his hand on her back and when it reached her hip her heart skipped a beat as if her body hadn’t forgotten the night they’d spent together. She couldn’t imagine it ever would. After a few seconds of distraction she realised that the polite thing to do would be to ask him the same question but his touch had made her forget her manners. “Did you?” She asked him a bit late. “... do you want coffee?” she followed her question with another one as to cover her impoliteness and maybe also how easily distracted she got around him. Especially when he was naked in her bed - who could blame her? |
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