Regrettably forgettable - James (AU)

@James

Spencer laughed when he went out the bar. He had already made a friend in this time. He put his arm around the blonde boy. "Mate, you're my fucking hero," he said laughing. His accent was british now instead of the american he had shown before. He looked at his phone to check the time. 11.23. It was still early. "Hey we should totally go see a James King movie. I think they play some at the theater down the street." Spencer looled confused at him. "Who's that?" The boy looked shocked. "Wait. You seriously don't know?" He took forward his phone and searched for him. "Holy shit he's hot!" The boy nodded in agreement. He looked at his phone when a drop of rain fell down on the screen. "Over here," Spencer walked towards another bar. Spencer went straight up to the bar to order a drink.

Look/Outfit

James turned around as he looked at the dance floor, before he took another drink. Since becoming half demon and even king of hell, he had gotten even easier getting drunk than normal, and the gods had to know, that he needed a drink. He looked more polished than normal, since he as a king couldn´t let himself fall off, and he also had to watch over his image. He closed his eyes as he took the shot, downed it in one go, before he turned around, only to look at the other side of the bar. The hell brown eyes looked at the boy not long away from him, as he knew him so well. * Spencer *. He looked at him with a surprised look, as he moved between all the people, as he walked over behind him, before he placed a hand on each side of him, as he leaned forward and whispered in his ear " I thought i would never see you again. Spencer ". He looked at him. The only thing he remembered was him vanishing in front of him.. how scared he had looked, and how panicked he himself had been since it happened.

He leaned a little back to give him enough space to turn around. James had in the meantime concured hell, gotten two lovely children with Samaira, and not only that, but he had also gone through a change, changing him into a half demon incubus and half of his pureblood vampire blood. He looked at the boy with a most radiant smile, as he still had the same ring, as he had always had.. only once had he taken it off.. and that was the time he had saved him from hell itself.

Spencer turned around when somebody put their hands on his waist and whispered into his ear. "Mate I think you have me..." His british accent sounded strange coming over his lips. He fell back when he saw who it was and stumbled into someone. "Sorry," He looked at that actor. "James King?" He looked around to see how people reacted, but other than looking at James, people were minding their own business. He was not sure what was going on. He was acting like they knew each other.

"I'm just gonna go know. This is weirding me out." He quickly ran off and went outside to catch some air. He leaned his head against the wall outside the club. Some guy came over to hit on him. The Spencer James knew would not think twice to do something with him, but this Spencer rejected him mercilessly. Since he was not victim of abuse, he didn't have borderline.

James looked a little weirded out at the sudden accent change, as he looked at Spencer. There was something.. different about him, the glance in his eyes, like.. the suffering was gone, the permanent melancholy, he used to have, was not there anymore?. He looked a little closer at his face, almost studying him, as he frowned a little by looking at him, as he said sorry for even stumbling into someone, as if it was the first time he had ever seen him in person. Like when his fans saw him. And then when he asked if he was James King. " Yes? ". He tilted his head a little, as he continued to look at the boy in front of him. He looked at him as he just said that this was weirding him out, before he looked like one big question mark.
Could he not remember him, did he hit his head, what had happened to him. Had someone posessed him once again?.

He went outside as quickly as he could.. since he just couldn´t let him go, now that he had found him once again. He saw him and almost instantly walked over towards him, but stopped when some guy got over to him, as he started flirting, he saw a different Spencer, than he was used too. He stopped dead in his tracks, as he looked at him.. before he took a step back, as he then looked down. He felt the rain on his skin and his hair started to glide down in front of his face, as he found a spot right next to the entrence, as he lit up a smoke, before he placed it on his full lips as he exhaled. * Maybe i changed too much, but then again.. he said my name.. but that accent.. but if he is posessed, what do i do.. do i grab him or.. but what if he isnt.. what.. if.. *.
He sighed, as he looked down for a moment, before started to walk away from the club with his hands inside of his pocket, as he sent a message to Kenna.

Spencer turned the flirt away and just looked around. Someone offered him a cigarette and he told her no. He picked up his phone and texted his friend that he was going home. He started to walk and thought about that weird encounter with that hot movie star. What the hell? He turned down an alleyway. It was a short cut to his fathers house. He could live at the castle too, but there was so many people there and his parents would have to lie to many people. It was better to just stay with his father for now. 

Kenna was sitting at home when he got a text. She looked confused at the number she didn't know, talking about a person she didn't know. 

[ Who are you? How did you get my number? And who is Spencer? ] 

She got an idea and started texting again. 

[ Is this a prank? I swear to god, if one of you pups are messing with me, I'm taking away your phones ]

James looked stunned down at his phone, as he wrote.


He didn´t understand this. If she couldn´t remember Spencer.. was that EVEN TRUE?.
He sighed, as he turned around a corner, before seeing Spencer walking not that very far away from him, before he sprinted a little, as he took a hold around his wrist, as he looked at him, wet from the rain, as he had been out in it, for far longer than Spencer had. " Tell me you know me. Say it. Spencer, i swear to hell, if this is some kind of joke ". He looked down at his hand, before he took the ring off, as he said " Do you remember this?. This ring.. the date inside, the first time we met. You approached med, remember? ".

He looked confused but also so vulnerable. What was happening, it couldn´t be true. He refused to let him go this time, he WOULDN`T let him just pull away. He took a strong hold around the waist of him, as he pulled him into a nearby ally, as he gently placed him against a wall, as he looked into his eyes, with the same gentle autumn colored eyes as before, as he said " Tell me who you are.. did you grow up in america?. Do you know that you are a banshee.. a prince from.. from the future.. please.. i need to know that you are not posessed, and if it´s a prank or a means to forgetting me, then.. then please at least say so.. my heart can´t take if.. if you wont have me in your life and cant even say it to my face.. ".

[ The actor? Now I know it's a joke ] 

[ No. And I'm going to learn who of you pups this is ] 

Spencer gasped surprised when someond grabbed his wrist. "What the..." He looked at him in confusion. "Joke? I don't know what the hell you're talking about." He looked at the ring, still very confusion. "No, I don't. Listen, I don't know who you think I am, but I don't know you." 

He got scared when James pulled him into an alley. His heart was beating harder. He knew that he was a vampire. He also knew he couldn't drink from him without consequences. He looked at him and his heart beat even faster but not of fear anymore. "No. I don't know you. Why should I tell you? Can you... let go. Please?"

James had just looked at the phone, before laying it in his pocket, before he had catched Spencer. He looked a bit surprised as Spencer reacted as he did. How could he fake it so good?, but then again, maybe he was posessed and maybe the ghost just was surprised. He looked at him, as he had gently pressed him against the wall in the alleyway, as he looked into Spencer´s eyes, clearly hearing his heart beat, as he slowly looked down at his lips for a second, as he said " Don´t.. please ". He closed his eyes for a moment, as if his words hurted him physically, as he opened them and took a gentle but strong hold around Spencer´s wrist, before he took the other of his arm, as he placed them in one of his hands, almost in a lock, as he held them over Spencer´s head, before he with his free hand, took a grib around Spencer´s chin, as he looked into his eyes, as he said " Then i will just have to make you remember me " and then leaned forward, as he kissed Spencer´s sweet lips, the lips he had longed for, for such a long time.

There was nothing better, than these lips. He held him in a gentle lock, as he leaned into his body, kissed them, unless Spencer did something like kick him or started yelling or try to squirm violently, then he would let him go, as he would just looked shocked at him.. but else.. he would just hold him, while feeling the rain against his skin, as he stood towering over him. He could hear his heart beat, he could almost feel it, as he held him, how the heartbeat was so present in the wrist of his. He stopped the kiss, as he looked at him, breathless, as he said with a low almost whisper " Do you now remember me.. or do i have to kiss you again ".

Spencer really has no clue what was happening here. Why was he so consistent on being here? Shouldn't it be the other way around? Wasn't it usually celebrities who were hunted by fan or paperrazzi? He could see he was hurt, but he didn't know what to do. He was not an actor, he couldn't pretend to know something he didn't or feel something he didn't. "Wha-what are you doing?" He looked up at their joint hands and then back at James before he felt the grip of his chin. He freaked out at first when he kissed him, but then something changed. He felt a longing for his lips, like he had wanted to kiss him for a long time. He returned thed kiss.

He looked at James when the kiss ended. "James?" He said in an American accent. "Shit," back to British accent. He squeezed his eyes shut. "Fuck, my head." He saw two timelines in his head, one where he was raised in Chicago with a violent family, him doing drugs. And one where he was raised with a loving family, around banshees who could teach him about his species, teach him to control his abilities without having to do drugs. He would have chosen the last one in a heart beat, if it hadn't been because of one thing. James. He only knew him in the bad one, and that made very much appeal for the shitty one. It was the people he didn't know because of something he couldn't quite tell. Another person might have burned out because of this. Having two lives in your head could be extremely dangerous. But Spencer was a time traveller, he had a time travelling ability. That made it easier for him. "If I say I don't remember, will you kiss me again then?" American accent. He looked at James with a smirk.

James smiled as he heard the american accent, as he said " YES! ". He smiled like a child having seen it´s present under a christmas tree, as he just watched Spencer, as he then heard the british accent once again, before he looked down, as he said " Fuck.. Fuck fuck.. fuck! ". He released his hands, as he slammed the wall behind them, as he almost was on the verge to cry, before he heard his words, as he looked down to him, seeing the smirk over his lips, the clear american accent, as he said " Spencer.. ". He smiled, as he leaned forward, before he took his arm´s around Spencer´s body, as he swirled him around one time while kissing him, swiping him off his feet, as he gently placed him down again, before he said " Is it really you. Is it? ".

He hugged him tightly, as he just stood with him in his arms, trying not to cry, as he felt himself almost shake, from both being scared of never having to actually get to know Spencer again, having scared him with kissing him." Fuck.. don´t ever leave me like that. I can´t take it. My heart ". He held a hand against his beating heart, as he smiled to Spencer, before he leaned down once more, as he kissed his lips, before asking. " What happened?. Why didn´t you remember me?, why did you disappear.. and now.. ". He kissed his lips once more, as he couldn´t control himself. It felt good, holding his arm´s around the boy, feeling him once more, and just in general seeing him, as he said " don´t EVER leave me again, you hear me, or i will HUNT you all the way to the future ".

James seemed to go through a few feelings as he went back and forth between the two Spencer's, so to speak. He chuckled when James swung him around and kissing him. When he was back on his feet, he still stood close to James. "It is both of me. I don't really know how to explain," it was confusing for him and was probably even more for James. "But I remember you. I remember everything." He just leaned into the hug. "You're... Warm?" He looked confused at him. "I didn't leave.." He returned the kiss and took his hand when it was finished.

"I uh... I'm not completely sure. I think I was taken out of time and returned to my own time. So I was raised here, with my biological family. He was the one you met. And now I have..." He was cut of by the kiss, but he really didn't mind. He leaned against his chest and could hear his beating heart. "I will try not to. I never left you James. I don't think I ever can, not of my own free will." He tilted his head and looked up at him. "The ring," he said and picked up his hand to look at it. "You made a ring with the first date of the day we met." He looked up at him. "It almost sound like a wedding ring," he chuckled.

James looked at him with a confused expression, when he heard Spencer say that it was both of him, and that he couldn´t really explain it. Understandable, but still, it made him a little confused. " Magnifique ". He smiled ever so warmly at Spencer, before he kissed his cheek gently, as he looked into the eyes, he such had missed and thought he might never see again. When Spencer said that he was warm, he just smiled, before gently caressing his head, as he said " Yes i am ". He listened to Spencer´s story about being taken back to where he was suppose to be. He looked a little shocked for a moment, before he said " So.. you grew up in the future? ". He thought the word itself sounded stupid but then again, it was the future that Spencer was from.

He couldn´t help but feel such joy, seeing him standing here, in front of him. He smiled towards him, as he saw him lean against his chest, before he just embraced him, feeling him against his chest once again.. just in general feeling him in his arms, it made him more than happy. There was still something so.. different about this kind of Spencer, not because he minded, but it was just something he would have to get used to. He looked down at him, when he said something about the ring, before he felt his hand being taken a grib around. Suddenly he looked a little embarassed, as he hadn´t talked to Spencer about it. He took his hand to himself, as he said " I.. it´s.. no i mean ". He smiled a little, before he looked away from him, as he let his arm glide around the shoulder of him, so he couldn´t look that much more on it. * NO WAY IN HELL, am i going to say that it is.. *.

" Maybe we should find another place to talk?. Like not in an alleyway ". He laughed, and tried to change the subject, as he looked at James, before he almost guided him, as he started to walk, with his hand slowly gliding down the back of Spencer, to his waist, as he gave him a gentle squeeze at the side, before he kissed his cheek, as he said " I´m happy that you are back, but.. wont you have to get back again.. ". He couldn´t hide his sadness, as he thought about it. It was a horrible thought, but it was there, and he wanted to know.

Spencer had not only imagined a life where he hadn’t met James. He had lived it. And it was great in so many aspects, but he always felt like something had missed, like something had been waited for him somewhere. Now that he remembered James, he knew exactly was. He just smiled like crazy while looking at him. ”I did, and I didn’t.” He made a movement out from his head like it was exploding. ”Time travel,” he chuckled. ”So I’m alive twice, I think. I remember being raised in the future and I remember being raised in Chicago. I am both of those people, I think. It’s confusing. And it gives me headaches,” he rubbed his temple.

He kind of liked how James seemed all flustered by his joke. Was there something to it? Or was it just because he couldn’t imagine ever marrying somebody? ”You are not being very easy to understand,” he chuckled and decided to just drop it. He just wanted to enjoy being close with him. He leaned into him when he put his hand around him. He nodded when he suggested they found another place to talk. ”My dad lives nearby. The good dad. We can stay there if you want?” He looked at him with a smile when he kissed his cheek. ”The other me might had to. Your Spencer is not going anywhere. I’m not leaving you. Ever.” He looked up at him. ”I love you.” He just wanted to kiss him again, to never stop kissing him, but he might become sick if he stayed out in the rain for too long.