This isn't control - Luke

She woke up here, almost unable to breathe. She gasped for air as she realized where she was. Yelena had died, again. She remembered her attacker clearly, and it wasn't a strange face. Alyssas games where never really that funny, and Yelena for that matter had lost faith in her the second she saw her. And as a soulfinder she knew that Alyssa was completely insane. Yelena swam back to shore and used the last strength to let herself reach the sand. Finally she was able to breath again. Luke had his vacation with Poppy, and she didn't want to ruin that. So she just stayed on the sand for days. She looked at the sun go up, and the sun go down. All in circles, but it wasn't something out of the ordinary. She knew that once Luke came home, he would read a note from Aly. She always did that, she always left a note. Yelena wasn't as strong as she used to be, her physical strength wasn't connected with her brain. She was dressed in a black dress and her hair curled a tiny bit because of the salty water.
On the sixth day, she sat up and decided to look a little bit around. The blood was floshed away along with the scars that had covered her body before she died. Yelena finally opened her mouth and screamed. This was the closest she had to connection with her inner emotions, all the pain and suffering that had happened the last 500 years. It was enough. She had enough. Yelena got back on her feet and looked at the waves.
"I had enough okay," she yelled, "I had enough,"- "I can't do this anymore.." She continued as her tears finally sat in and coursed a waterfall to rain down in her cheeks. That was the second she turned around and saw someone walk towards her. She walked towards him and stopped a few meters before she saw him.
"I'm ready.. I'm finally ready to talk.. about everything."


//@Luke

It was over, the tour with his Daughter had gone, and passed. And now he was getting home, the scent of Alyssa, was their, his eyes wide as he walked in to the room, it looked like their had been a fight, the chairs was fallen and, it looked like their had been a fight" Yelena,"he yelled out loud, as he move trough his house, thats where he saw the note. He kind of knew, what this was, but Alyssa, had left him a message like this before. It was no uncommen, for her to do this, she knew how to push, his bottens. He grabed the Paper, after being Certian, they where not here. He took a deep breath, and starte reading the note.

" “hey love. I saw you where with this lovely one last night, it too bad she has so lovely skin or she did have that. I left her at some water, you gonna have to find out yourself. Love you byeee”

He was in chok, it had been ages ago, a person, had push him trough whatever, just had happend, he was on the brink of going after her, and try to kill her, but that, would never work, even if he could how would he look himself in the mirror after.

He then ran out from his house where, he turned his bike on, an before anyone could blink he was gone.

He looked in what felt like days even though it was only hours until he reached, what his last idea was, about where she had brought her, his hand was bleeding after the note, before he jumped on the back he had, given himself a blood promise, when she would do anything like this agian he would not let anything stop him, either he would fall or he would give in to whatever, she wanted from him. "Yelena," he pulled her into him, as he heard her words, "only if you want to, Yel i " He said looking at, her in his eyes there was like always with a verry warm look to him, he had not had time to change cloths so he was, in the same cloths as the last day on the tour.

The second he pulled her in, it felt like she could finally breathe again. She looked into his eyes, and she knew he would never judge her for what happened. She knew he most likely would feel sorry for her, who wouldn't? It wasn't any of her choices, and if people knew they might start to feel guilty of not doing anything any sooner. Yelena believed no one searched for her. But this time was different, Luke had searched for her. She could see that.
"I don't feel like I ever want to, but I have to," she told him and sighted a little bit. Yelena looked back into the water, before meeting Lukes eyes again. Her eyes spotted a bench not far from where they were standing. So she walked towards it, and sat down. Yelena took a deep breath in and looked at her hands that were slightly started to shake. Her heart began a race, and she had trouble keeping up.
"I was out walking one day in the forest, and I heard someone was in pain. So I looked to help, this man.. " she cleared her throat before she continued, "Morgan.. I sat down to help.. and that was the last thing I remembered before everything was black," she told. Yelena had never told anyone about it, maybe Julian had read little bit of her mind. But she was a soulfinder so blocking him a little bit was what she could do.
"I was in a huge type of cage for at least ten years, before they took me out. They wanted me to surrender my soul to them.. as you know, a soulfinders soul is more powerful than a regular soul.. I was turned into a laboratory rat and was tortured by Reyad, Brazil and Morgan to surrender my soul to them. One year I went to the fire festival to just try to find a way to get in contact with.. anyone.." - "but I was caught by Reyad. Brazell confirmed that I would never pass and let's Reyad take control of me." She told Luke and her eyes looked at him for just a few seconds before looking down at her hands. "Reyad tortured me.. Killed me more times than I can count .. and.. he would force me to sleep with him.. that was my life.. I killed him the last night.. I couldn't take more.. so I killed him," she gasped when she finally told her story. Yelena had not realized she had tears running down her chins. No one had cared for her story, her father cared more about her being fallen than why she was fallen. Yelena looked at Luke, and took a deep breath in.

Luke starte listing to her, when she started to talk, she knew he would never ask her for anything, she herself would never tell. But he knew, now that she was ready, when she started to talk, he just sat next to her on the beench listing to her, at the water. Her words, gave him, a lot of time to think he knew, she was gone and he had, looked for her, even after all thise years, he felt an conection to her, maybe it was because the fellings maybe it was because what Alyssa had, done agian or maybe none of the above.

He knew all about soulfinders, how more people had gone missing, not that many but enough for one to wonder, what had happend. He listen to her, he could see on Yelena that it took a lot of energi for him, more because he knew she would never harm anyone, but she had snaped and 10 years in a cage was, enough to make most people insane, or forget who they where. He could hear how she gasped, and then took hold on her, she her head could be on his shoulder or his chest.

"Its okay Yelena, you are still here, and i know you never wanted to kill anyone, i am here for you, no matter what i will always be here for you." Before he could think their lips meet each other, and he remembered how, much he had miss her, miss, her all of her, the thing about her saying the truth was great, he then pulled himself a way to get his breath, and so she, did not think he used her, "wanne see, on some new cloths for you Yel ?" He said sending her a small smile

It was nice, having someone not disproving her. Her own father had yelled and screamed, the only thing he cared about after losing her mother was the family name. A name she had brought to shame for the first time in her long life. Appearance had always been the key to the 'good' life in her family. Where you came from. Her thoughts split and she returned the focus to Luke when he spoke. She nodded a little as a sign she was listening to his words. Before she could answer him, his lips locked hers up and warmth filled her as her soul was finally free again. Yelena sighted a little when there lips were forced apart by the thin air. He had her remember what life was again, after being locked op for 500 years, was he the only one who truly understood how to make her feel again.
"It sounds like a good idea," she whispered before taking a deep breath in. She looked at the waves one more time. Her thoughts were loud, or more her fathers words were loud; Trying is not good enough Yelena. It was the only thing roaming in her head.
"My father hates me. The second he saw me after 500 things, he didn't care about what happened.. just the bloody image of the family name," she told and looked back at Luke. Everyone, or almost everyone specially angels knew Alessio Corbet. The first pureblood angel, together with Isabelle they had the perfect family. The Corbet family was a image of honor and light. Yelena sighted again before she decided to stand up.

Luke send her a warm smile, "well parents, fathers in special can, be very overprotectiv of the Familiy name." He said sending her a small smile. before he stod up, and pulled her into his arms, "so where you wanne go to get some new cloths, a lot of shops has open, right now," He said with a small grin on his face, before he, with or without her, would take her with him, to his moter-bike he then open it up picking His credit card up, before moving, with her into the city, It was not that long, and he need something to make him think a bit clear.

Before they where far enough a way he turned his face to her, "do you wanne walk or should we take the motercykel and just drive into the city, only got one helmet so, unless you dont minding having that one, then we can do it." He said teasing her with the keys, when they where standing about, around 50 meters from it. "So what will it be Miss Sunshine." He said a litte cocky, to her.

"Try telling my father that," she smiled a little bit as Lukes small smile showed. He pulled her in again, and she would be perfectly fine standing like this for a lifetime. Then the time was up, time was much more expensive in this timeperiode. Yelena followed him to his bike. It wasn't really more than 5 months she had been back, knew stuff was still there to be explored - not that she was a slow learner. And she had seen some of the more morden stuff while being a prisnor, they had all the new things after all.
"We can drive, and you can keep your helmet.. I'll live," svarede hun med et lille kækt smil. Nok det tætteste man havde at se på hvad Yelena normalt var. Siden hun var kommet tilbage havde hun været tilbageholdende, ikke ligeså livsglad og med på det meste som hun normalt var - så dette var et tegn på at hun kunne blive bedre. At det hele kunne blive bedre med tiden. The teasing made her forget what she had been doing on the beach, made her for a second forget she was the daughter of Alessio, forget all the pain - that was in the end just how Luke made her feel. There was finally something that just felt normal to her. What happened on the beach, stayed on the beach - but at least now he knew.
"I haven't been much into town since the living dead roamed the streets.. seems like ages ago now," she told mostly to herself but didn't mind Luke hearing her. "But since my shopping game is delayed by 500 years of style, I hope you are better at it than me," Yelena spoke honest and walked up to him. "And later over coffee you can tell me about your time with Poppy. I haven't seen her in ages, you have to tell me how she is doing," she added with a warm smile. Poppy and Yelena were close, which only was good in her relationship with Luke.

Luke listen to her answers, and could not, laugh a very small laugh out of his mouth. It was, more because he had forgotten, how long time it had been, before she had bought new Cloths. "Yeah, proably, lets see if we cant find some cloths too you, i know a shop with most new stuff, then you can go in, and try some out, and see what you like, " Sunshine." He said sending her a small smile agian, before he tookhis helmet on and climbed on his bike, "and about poppy, well sure or you can ask her yourself, if you want too." He said sending her a big smile.

"And since you already, have stayed at me, we can still do that if you want to, i would not mind you staying if thats what you want, or at least if you dont wanne stay, just too we can get you a nice place." He said, looking over his shouldet, before, he looked at, the bike agian, he would not blame her after Alyssa, had attacked him at his house, he would understand from Yelenas side, he then turned it on, as always it was loud, nothing new their, the bike had always a way of give out a call. He then turn his face qirckly to her before he said with a teasing smile, "its gonna go fast so, if you want to you can hold around my waist, sunshine." He said before he winked at her turned around, and in one movement he had set it in gear, and now they where driving down to the city.


//just jumping to the city xD//

He pulled in took the helmet of, before he then walked of, and turned around to lift or help Yelena down from it, they where now at most areas so now, she could just pick what shop, she wanted to cheek out, and then he would help her, pick some outfits, even though she proably was better when she saw the style. He then walked on the other side of her, before he whispered in her ears, "so what kind of outfit, are you thinking you want Sunshine?" He said before he kissed her on her ear, and then turned on to her before he gave her a wink.