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Mariella

Mariella


Humør : 'While being in darkness I didn’t search for the light, I became one.'
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IndlægEmne: They say that promises, sweeten the blow   They say that promises, sweeten the blow EmptyLør Jun 22, 2019 3:42 pm

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She had chosen to take a night away from the mansion. Mariella just didn't have the energy to talk to Jamie or to Lion for that matter. She had her phone close by her side however - in case there was any news on Reginald. Mariella was at this point a master in breaking into the academy, so getting into Levis office was not that hard. She had moved some chairs around, so she could get some sleep. It was weird being in this type of silence. In the mansion there was always some sort of background noise, you learned to zoneout from it - but it was still here. In here, it was silent.
It was first the next morning, when the lights got turned on she flew up. Mariella was surprised, that she had gotten a night of decent sleep. Her face turned to the person who walked in the door.
"Oh hey," she gave Levi a big innocent smile, before she covered her mouth as she yawned. Mariella hadn't spend any time with Levi in this time, or a little - but not this version of her. "I'm a friend of Amaryllis.. sorry for breaking in... I'm Mariella," she got on her feet and blinked a few times. She chose to tell she was a friend of Amaryllis to avoid to much conflict or making up weird stories.
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IndlægEmne: Sv: They say that promises, sweeten the blow   They say that promises, sweeten the blow EmptyTors Jul 04, 2019 8:30 pm

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Leviticus had settled in to his new role of principal rather easily. He wasn’t really the autoritary type, but people seemed to respect him and the new directions he had for staff and students alike. He jawned, turning on the light in his office and stopped for a second a he looked down at the floor, a teenage girl sleeping on his floor was not something he usually saw on monday mornings. She was however quick to introduce herself and he nodded, furrowing his brows as moved over and placed his bag on his chair, taking out a few notebooks as well as a laptop. ”Well Mariella, I have met you already – beautiful little baby you are, or were for you,” he said with a small chuckle. It was still awfully weird for him to think that his yet to be born child was walking around in Gaia, let alone was in this time. He placed his sunglasses in a drawer before he turned to Mariella and half sat on his desk. ”Would you care to explain what you are doing sleeping in my office – and not in, you know, your bed at home?” he asked, tilting his head to the side. He was rather good friends with Veronica, her mother, and had seen the twins from time to time. Mostly it was getting back into the groove of having a kid in his arms. The last child he held were when Joy was a mere babe, and that was many centuries ago.
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Mariella

Mariella


Humør : 'While being in darkness I didn’t search for the light, I became one.'
Antal indlæg : 1007

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IndlægEmne: Sv: They say that promises, sweeten the blow   They say that promises, sweeten the blow EmptyTors Jul 04, 2019 8:53 pm

She took a deep breath in, when he her to explain what she was doing here. Mariella didn't even know where to begin in her last couple of weeks journey or if she should start from the beginning. Mariella didn't look present for a few seconds, lost in the tracks that kept on crossing each other in her mind.
"Uhm.. its a very long story," she admitted before breathing out. "I just needed to get away, and - this was the first place that came to my mind," she ran her hand through her hair and scratched her neck shortly. "And then, I think you are one of the few people who can help me get back in control," she lifted up her left hand already starting to fire up.
"I'm usually in pretty good control, but the last few weeks have been quite rough on me.. and few nights ago I woke up before I had put myself on fire while sleeping.. and few night ago.. I fainted because I let my abilities controle me.. so now.. I'm getting quite jumpy and quite desperate." Mariella had two abilities that required two different types of focus, and she had finally come to an understanding with her yin abilities - or at least a bit. Her elemental ability had acted up ever since she had killed two of Harrys guards with them. She had almost killed that werewolf the other day. Still remembering the rotten smell of his flesh from when she was oxidizing him. Mariella took a deep breath in, putting the fire out. At least right now she was her own definition of okay.
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IndlægEmne: Sv: They say that promises, sweeten the blow   They say that promises, sweeten the blow EmptyOns Jul 10, 2019 1:26 pm

Leviticus let the young girl take her time, he knew what it was like to be kept up in ones thoughts more than many others. From what he gathered something had happened, she needed some peace and her abilities were acting up. He looked at her flame in her hand, seeing it jump a bit as it was clearly hard for her to control. Getting to his feet he helped Mariella to her feet, looking into her eyes, almost as if he was studying her. ”Well it’s not as much control as it is moving with the elements – I hope I atleast have told you that in the future,” he said with a small chuckle. Their ability was a rarety, and it was an ability that Leviticus had spent most of his life mastering. She looked no older than seventeen, and she was still far too young to understand the implications of this ability, but he wasn’t going to send her away. That would put a danger on her and her surroundings. ”I’ll just ring up your mother, letting her know that I have you, and then I’ll make a few calls to get in a substitute for my lessons today,” he said with a polite smile. He couldn’t just run off without taking care of a bit of his work first. He called around first, getting someone to take his place in the classes he would have been teaching today. When that was sorted out he found his private phone, ringing up Veronica. She was probably still sleeping as it went straight to voicemail. ”Hi Ronnie, it’s Levi. I got your rather grown daughter in my care today – Say hi to Jess from me, and call me if you need further notice,” he said into the voicemail. Then he grabbed his phone, putting it in his front pocket, as well as his wallet, stuffing it in his back pocket. ”Now, let’s get out of this office and out into the sunlight – Maybe staying at the academy would be the best idea, so let’s move to the lake,” he said with a smile, opening the door for her. They moved down the hallways, out into the sunlight and down towards the school lake, often used by the sirens of the academy. He stopped a bit away from the water, looking at Mariella before he nodded, taking off his jacket and dropping it on the grass. ”Close your eyes and tell me what you are feeling,” he said in a calm voice.
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Mariella

Mariella


Humør : 'While being in darkness I didn’t search for the light, I became one.'
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IndlægEmne: Sv: They say that promises, sweeten the blow   They say that promises, sweeten the blow EmptyOns Jul 10, 2019 7:23 pm

"I believe it was the first thing you told me, it took some time but I started understanding what you meant," she replied with a little smile. It had been, not easy, but learning and understanding your abilities from a young age - helped a lot growing up. It was only a year ago since she activated her yin ability for real, and it had just consumed her. She gave him a nod when he said he wanted to call her mum. Mariella walked to the window and looked out while he was calling around. Sometimes she wished she could just shut her abilities off instead of having three abilities that took deep control individually. Mariella looked a little over when he said her mothers name. Mariella just nodded and followed. Her hazel eyes looked around as they walked down the hallway.

It was first when they came outside she felt like she could breathe. Mariella had been here a few to many times for someone who didn't study here, but she had never been at the lake. Naturally she was drown to it. Her eyes didn't seem to move away from it at first. Water gave her peace, nature calmed her, but being surrounded by water was like a cure to her chaotic mind. She however moved her eyes to Levi when he talked to her. This lesson wasn't new, and it was the reason she was so self-aware at a young age. Mariella took a deep breath in before closing her eyes. She exhaled
"I feel.." she took another deep breath as she ran her left hand through her hair. " .. I feel.." Carefully wrapping her arms around herself. Mariella felt vulnerable, being in the center of her emotions she felt exposed inside her chaotic head.  "I feel hopeless.. angry.. depressed.. this immense darkness constantly surrounding me.. but most of all.. I'm scared.. I'm terrified about," she sniffed a little, before she took a exhaled and put one of her hands closer to her chest. With every breath, she felt like every nerve was on fire. Like fire was all she could breath and the cold wind all she could feel against her skin"..About everything. Its so stressful.. and I'm exhausted.. I'm suffocating," she admitted breathing out. She was torn up, trying to put the puzzle together but it seemed like two puzzles had been mixed - and a few pieces were missing. She opened blank eyes again. Mariella had cried so much the pasts weeks, she wasn't even sure she was able to again.
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Leviticus had had long enough of a life to know when someone felt out of it, so to speak. He could sense that in the young siren as she stumbled over her words to finally slur out a long string of emotions. Instead of interrupting her, he let her finish, opting to listen and take in everything she said. Leviticus was maybe a bit odd in his teaching methods, but he always wanted his student to tell him as much as they could in the moment. His green eyes looked at her hazel, giving her a reassuring smile, letting her know she was in a safe space. ”Now, I cannot read emotions, but I think I know what you are feeling right now,” he said, stepping closer and nodded towards the grass. He laid down on his stomach, sending her a smile signaling her to join him. ”Grief,” he said as she had laid down with him. He held his hand over a patch of grass, making the earth underneath move around a bit. ”Your mother’s are very smart, so I’m hoping you are aware of the five stages of greif and loss,” he said with a smile, moving the earth up. Two small golems of earth started moving around as he moved his hand, controlling it as he was speaking. ”First is denial,” he said moving one of the golems away from the other, making it cross it’s arms, turning it’s back to it’s little friend. ”Here, the world becomes meaningless and overwhelming,” he said, looking at the golems with sad eyes, using his emotions to channel the story he was showing with the golems. ”The denial helps us survive the initial shock, and helps us cope with the need to survive without the thing we have lost,” he said. He made the golem change element, now being made of fire. ”Then anger strikes,” he said, making the fire man jump around with a frown on it’s little face. ”Anger had no limit, but it becomes the anchor that gives you a sudden structure to this feeling of nothingness,” Leviticus explained. He knew about loss more than most he knew. Living for so long could have turned him bitter and lonely, but he had chosen a happy life. He had chosen it, because everyday he made that choice. The other earth golem he turned into a small whirlwind, fueling the fire man. ”Next comes bargaining,” he said, frowning a bit as he made the whirlwind and the fire man stand off in front of each other. ”You start wondering about what ifs, we want to go back in time, changing things we said or did in hope that it would have changed the reality we have right now,” he said breathing in. The whirlwind was turned into a crying water man, sitting down, wrapping it’s arms around itself. ”Then you start feeling the depression take a hold of you,” he said almost in a whisper, letting the feelings rush through him to fuel the little water man to cry even more. ”It feels like you’ll be in this state forever, sadness fogging your every move,” Leviticus said, even shedding a small tear as he felt the emotions run through his body in this moment. ”You feel like you are in a black hole, constantly surrounded by darkness, viewing the world through an obscure lense that just makes everything seem darker,” he said before he moved the fire man over to the water man. It sat down, wrapping it’s arm around the water man and they slowly started changing back to earth. ”Then the acceptance comes,” he said, looking at Mariella with a serious look in his eyes. ”You don’t feel magically better, but you start to feel alright with what has happened,” he said moving his eyes back to the small earth golems, frozen in place, embracing each other and sitting still.
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Mariella frowned when he seemed to know what she was feeling. In the mess of everything happening the past months, she had lost sight of her own emotions. He laid down on the grass, which made Mariella tilt her head a little to the side. It took her few seconds to join him, but she laid down on her stomach and breathed out. The word grief, was like a cold shiver down her back. Mariella was familiar with the five stages, but it was hard to remember every good lesson when so much happened at once. Mariella didn't say anything, she just observed and listened. Her eyes once more bottled up with water as he showed her the golems representing the stages. It twisted inside her, because he was right. It was what she was feeling. The tears started running escaping her eyes when he mentioned bargaining. Mariella took a deep breath in, and breathed slowly out. Then he mentioned the sadness and she looked down, and closed her eyes for a few seconds. She needed to breathe, but the emotions were stronger than her. Despite her efforts in trying not to cry to much, she couldn't stop the waterfall. Mariella breathed out unsteady as she looked back up. Acceptance, she felt him looking at her, so she turned her head. Her fraigle eyes moved to his serious look. Perhaps he was right, but there was no way she was going to be able to accept this. Mariella sat up and crossed her legs. The hazel colored eyes stared at the golems. At first she just sat there in silence, trying to get a hold of herself - but it was like all her tears had washed out all the emotion, leaving feeling a weird type of emptiness.
"I just hate feeling worthless. Like I can't do anything to make things better," she broke the silence as she exhaled.
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