Fuck.. I need to have you! (xXx)- Oliver

Oh relax! Det var sgu da bare for sjovt! Og han skulle fanme ikke komme her og lade som om han ikke havde nydt det, det havde været så tydeligt jo! Så meget kunne det der magebånd sgu da heller ikke frembring! Absurd. "Oh!" gispede han som Alec fik fat i ham, og uden han nåede at reagere meget på det, blev han slynget ned på sengen.. Well not first time to happen. Glasset røg ud af hans hånd, men gik heldigvis ikke i stykker, rullede bare hen af gulvet og plaskede vand ud over det hele, ikke at det betød særlig meget for ham, det var fuldkommen ligegyldigt.
Hans øjne mødte Alec som han begyndte at råbe af ham.. Yeah.. Han ville råbe, det var det Oliver havde kunnet fornemme.. Oliver havde sgu nok også råbt lidt hvis nogen havde udnyttet ham på den måde, som han havde gjort med Alec igår.. Meh.. Han havde sgu ikke dårlig samvittighed, han havde reddet hans liv!

"Actually I don't.. When I fuck someone, they usually leave.. Or you might want a second go at it?" jokede han bare, men hvorfor var han her stadig? Hans øjne gled ned til sin egen tatovering. "Please don't tell me you have to move in now??!!" sagde han lidt mere alvorlig, fuck no!! NONONO!!!
"Never gonna happen!" råbte han, som Alec gav slap på ham og begyndte at slå til hans dør. Yeah well.. Heller døren end ham. Han skulle til at rejse sig fra sengen da Alec var over ham igen, damn hell!
Han mærkede læberne mod sine og udtrykte et lavt klynk, nej! Stop!!! Han rakte op og skubbede ham væk, skubbede ham ned ved siden af sig i sengen og kom så hurtigt op igen inden han dækkede sin nøgne krop med dynen igen.
"You can't just kiss me.." sagde han og fangede Alec øjne.. Ikke kalde ham slave? Han sank en klump og så væk, ud af vinduet hvor alting var blevet lyst, hvad fuck var klokken??
"I wont.." hviskede han så bare.. Nej.. Nej.. Det skulle han nok lade være med, ingen grund til at tænke over hvorfor.

Han havde nok ikke lige regnet med og blive skubbet væk, og fik derfor også et chok som han endte i sengen på ryggen. Han vrissede irriteret. Nu kom han igen og fortalte ham hvad han skulle gøre, fuck det pissede ham af. Hell no, I’m not going to listen to this fucking bullshit. ”I do what the fuck I want, when I want!” Han rejste sig I en hurtig bevægelse og kiggede på sit tøj der lå lidt over det hele. Han sukkede irritabelt, og mumlede et par ord og knipsede en gang så alt tøjet var på ham. Han kiggede vredt over på Oliver. ”Don’t worry. I wouldn’t live with you, not even if my life depended on it.” Han afholdt sig selv fra at fyrer en knytnæve I synet på Oliver, han var træt af ham. Hvorfor var det lige hans mage skulle være sådan en fucking idiot? Af alle de væsner på jorden, så skulle han have den mest arrogant, selvoptagede idiotiske person der var. Men han så nu godt ud. Han slog irriteret ud med armene af sine egne tanker og vandrede lidt rundt, kiggede efter sin mobil han vidste lå et eller andet sted på gulvet. Godt nok havde han tryllet sit tøj på, men det var ikke det samme bare og trylle en mobil frem man ikke vidste hvor var.

Han fandt den og stak den i lommer før han kiggede på Oliver. Tshhh.. Nej det var ikke det værd. Fuck det at han ikke kunne have sex med nogen anden mere, han kunne leve uden! Ja han kunne, det var ikke det her værd. Han gik med vrede skidt imod døren men stoppede så op midt i den og kiggede på fyren som var hans mage. ”Don’t worry. You will never get the chance to call me that again.” han stemme var hård og kold, mere end han egentlig føltes sig. Og han vendte sig uden tøven og begyndte og gå imod hoveddøren. Fandme nej om han ville bruge sin tid på det her. Han nåede døren og skulle til at åbne håndtaget da noget i ham stoppede ham. FUCK NO! Hans vrede tog igen til og han fik åbnet døren han smækkede bag sig. Han bed sig selv i læben, så hårdt han bed hul, men det var bedre end at lytte til den stemme i ham som råbte desperat at han skulle vende om. He is not fucking worth it! Han blev ved og gentage de ord I sit hoved, prøvede og overbevise sig selv om det.

Oliver bakkede ind mod væggen og stod bare og kiggede lidt på Alec som han også kom op igen. Det her var fanme alt for tideligt om morgen til den slags! Han var nok lidt bange for om Alec kunne finde på at slå ham, ikke at han selvfølgelig ikke bare kunne slå igen.. Like.. Fine?! Men han havde alligevel ikke lyst til at blive slået, ikke lige nu da. Måske når han havde fået nogen stoffer indebors, så kunne de ta' den slåskamp. Men Alec slog ham ikke han tog sit tøj på.. Eller tryllede sit tøj på, imens han råbte videre og forlod dramatisk værelset. Han fulgte dog alligvel efter ham, ikke helt sikker på hvad han skulle stille op. Han stirrede på ham som han stod i døren og sagde farvel.. For evigt??

"Alec.. Stop.. I didn't.." sagde han lidt halvt tøvende, men fyren var allerede ude af døren inden han nåede at sige mere, og ærlig talt var Oliver blevet en smule forskrækket.. Ordene havde sgu da gjort ondt!
Så han kunne ikke tage sig sammen til at følge efter ham, han forsvandt i stedet tilbage til sit værelse og fyrrede op for endnu en joint, han orkede det kraft edme ikke.


// 2 dage senere //

Han smed tasken over skulderen og forsatte gennem gangene på skolen, han havde snakket med nogen elever nu.. Mod sin vilje.. Han hadet at snakke med folk, at være venlig.. Shit fuck. Nå men han havde fået hvad han skulle bruge, og efter som han havde fået fri fra sin sidste time så havde han tid nu, og han skulle ikke hjem.
For fandt kollegieværelserne og stoppede op ude foran den han vidste var Alecs. Han skulle lige til at banke på.. Men nej. Han tog i håndtaget og åbnede døren og gik ind og smækkede den i bag sig.
"Alec.." sagde han stille som hans fortvivlede øjne fandt sin heks.. Shit.. Han havde jo savnet ham.

//2 dage senere

Han havde ikke kigget tilbage, han havde kæmpet for det, men han kiggede ikke tilbage. Han havde ikke hørt hvordan Oliver havde råbt efter ham. Hvorfor havde han ikke stoppet ham? Den tanke havde plaget ham de sidste par dage. Shit.. Selvom han var irritabel og vred, så kunne han ikke få ham ud af hovedet. Det var som om han bare havde optaget en del af ham allerede, udover hans navn på hans kraveben.

Endnu en dag var gået, og han gik direkte til sit værelse. Han gad ikke bruge tid på andre, og det faktum at han ikke delte værelse med nogen endnu, det var lige nu perfekt. Han smækkede døren bag sig og smed sig opgivende i sengen. Det havde været en af de der typiske kedelige dage, læreren havde snakket, Alec havde gabt, og læreren havde snakket noget mere. I det mindste havde han formået ikke og rende ind i Oliver de sidste 2 dage. Det var da altid noget, eller… Var han overhovedet glad for det? Han bed sig i læben som han lå der helt opgivende på sengen.

Døren gik, der var ikke engang nogen der bankede på. Han satte sit vredt op og kiggede imod døren. ”What do you..” Han stoppede midt i sætningen som han fik øje på Oliver, hans mage, ham han desperat havde undgået de sidste dage. Og nu stod han bare der, på hans værelse og kiggede på ham. Shit.. Hans hjerte slog et par hurtigt slag som han hørte ham sige hans navn, og han bed sig irriteret i læben. ”Great. Just what I needed on this perfect day. Tshh..” sarkasmen dryppede af hans ord, som han rejste sig op og kiggede irriteret på Oliver. ”What do you want?” hans stemme var hård og kold, men det var ikke det han følte. Han havde savnet ham, og det var pisse irriterende. Uanset hvor træls han var, så kunne han ikke bare skubbe ham væk, glemme ham. Fuck this!

Hans øjne gled lidt ned over Alexander, der lå i sengen, han prøvede at smile til ham, men det blev bare til en eller anden akavet grimasse i stedet.. Ikke lige så godt. Wow okay, måske havde han alligevel savnet ham! Ikke at han var meget for at indrømme det, men.. Så ham lige.. Fuck altså.
Han himlede lidt med øjnene som Alexander ikke virkede synderligt begejstret for hans besøg, men hvorfor skulle han også være det? Det var jo ikke fordi de havde været så gode venner.. Da de sidst havde set hinanden.. Naah, de havde aldrig været.. Gode.. Bare sådan i det hele taget.

"Well.. I.." sagde han og så lidt ned før han så op igen.. Alexanders ord var.. Hårde.. Kolde.. Ligeglade. Han sank en klump.. Normalt når der var nogen der behandlede ham sådan der, så gik han sin vej, nej faktisk, så kom han ikke engang igen, som han var kommet det nu! Men der var heller aldrig nogen der havde fået ham til at.. Føle.. Sådan som Alec havde, der var noget ved ham, han kunne bare ikke få ham ud af hovedet, og yeah.. The sex had been amazing.. The best sex ever.. Actually.

Så han tog sig i stedet sammen og gik hen til sengen hvor Alec lå og så fucking dejlig ud. Uden tøven kravlede han op i den til ham, trak dynen lidt fra ham for selv at glide ned under den, og lagde sig så ellers bare oven på Alec med sit hoved på hans brystkasse.. Lyttede til hjertet der slog. "I can hear your heartbeat" mumlede han bare. Helt uden, selvfølgelig, at svare på Alecs spørgsmål, nope! Hvordan fanden skulle han vide det anyways?? Hvad ville han have, det var sgu da nemmere at lave en liste over ting han ikke ville have, come on! "I want.. You?" fik han alligevel skubbede over sine læber.. Meget.. Stille.. Ikke sikker på Alec overhovedet kunne høre det.

Ohh wow, hvad var det her? Stirre akavet på hinanden? For hvis det var det, så havde de sku begge vundet en medalje for det her. Irriteret hev han bare dynen op over sig, helt op over hovedet. Hvis han ignorerede ham så gik han måske bare igen. Han havde ikke engang kunne få et svar, kun 2 ord der ikke rigtig hang sammen. Tsh. Han bekæmpede trangen til at gå op og lægge armene om ham, nej han ville ikke!

Han mærkede sengen give sig, og kort efter blev dynen fjernet og han kiggede på Oliver. Og så kravlede han fandme ned under den! ”Dude what the fuck!?” Men det virkede ikke og kort efter lå hans mage på ham, hans hoved imod hans bryst. Hans hjerte forrådte ham og et par hurtige slag lød. Han havde været ved og rejse sig, og var derfor i en halv oprejst position, hans albuer støttende imod sengen. Han kiggede ned på fyren som lå på hans bryst. Shit… That feels right.. For fuck sake. Opgivende lod han sig falde helt ned I sengen. Push him the fuck off! Ask him to leave! To fuck off! Men han kunne ikke, for inderst inde så vidste han godt at det var det her han ville. Et dybt suk forlod ham, og han tog sig selv til hovedet, som han tog en dyb indånding imens han prøvede og finde ud af hvad fuck det var der foregik. Han var stadig vred på ham, men han kunne ikke få sig til at bede ham gå, og da slet ikke flytte sig. Selvom det var ganske lavt, så hørte han ham. Og undrende kiggede han ned på ham, eller så godt han kunne nu de lå sådan. Han bed sig i læben. FUCK! I can’t figure out if he’s playing with me or not, but… He don’t seem like it.

Han lå lidt, men lod så sine arme lægge sig om fyren der lige nu lå og puttede sig ved hans bryst. Okay han kunne ikke lade være. ”Then stop being a dick….” hviskede han lavt imod fyrens hoved, imens han blidt lod sine hænder glide over hans ryg, nusse ham ganske blidt. Det her lignede ham ikke, han var ikke til alt det her. Eller det havde han ikke været, men Oliver, det var anderledes. Hvordan kunne en person gøre ham så vred, og alligevel få ham til at slappe så meget af på samme tid? Følelserne i ham var modstridende, men lige nu vandt trangen til at være tæt på ham.

"Ssshhh" brummede han stille da Alec spurgte ham hvad han havde gang i, mere eller mindre altså. Han vidste det ikke helt selv, han var stadig lidt i tvivl om det hele jo.. Det var svært at finde rundt i, og han var ikke lige typen.. Der viste følelser, eller tillod sig selv at føle noget som helst, faktisk. Oliver sukkede stille, en smule sagligt, da Alec lagde sine arme omkring ham.. Yeah well.. It was nice, okay? Den eneste person i verden han ikke sparkede ud af sengen når han forsøgte at putte med ham.. Weird.

"Sorry hon', It's who I am" brummede han stille og stønnede blidt, da Alec begyndte at nusse ham på ryggen. "But I am sorry.. For calling you.. That word" mumlede han så bare, ikke god til at sige undskyld.. Men.. Det var altså så også noget han fortrød lidt nu.
Alligevel formåede det hele at blive lidt for meget for ham, alt den putten og nussen! Han fandt Alecs håndled under dynene og hev dem op over hovedet på ham, som han fik smidt sig oven på ham og satte sig langsomt op, et ben på hver side af ham, og holdte ham fast under sig.. Ikke sikker på at han overhovedet var stærkere end Alec, men det var da et forsøg værd. "I'm not into that shit.." sagde han stille, "Don't try that romantic bullshit on me.. We can fuck and stuff.. But that's about it.." sagde han advarende.

Han rullede opgivende med øjnene som han hørte Oliver svarer på hans ord. Men hvad havde han forventet? Dog så havde han også set en anden side af ham, så han ignorerede det egentlig bare. Og den side kom da op igen, som han rent faktisk stak ham en ordentlig undskyldning. Han tog en dyb indånding før han svarede ”Apology accepted.” svarede han så bare, dog lød det ikke koldt eller hårdt, faktisk så var der en ro over hans stemme, og man kunne hører han mente det.

Okay det her var rart, det var meget rart og ligge her, mærke hvordan Oliver hvilede imod hans bryst, lytte til hans rolige vejrtrækning. Men Oliver brød det, han mærkede hvordan hans hænder blev hevet op over hans hoved, og kort efter sad han på ham. Hans grønne øjne hvile på hans mage, som han advarende bekendtgjorde at han ikke var til alt det der romantiske pis. Tshh.. Han fik sine hænder fri, og fik hurtigt vendt dem om, så han nu var den der lå øverst, placeret imellem Olivers ben. Han havde hurtigt fået fat om hans håndled, og nu var rollerne byttet om, og Olivers hænder var holdt fast på hver side af ham. Han var lænet lidt henover ham og kiggede direkte ind i hans øjne. ”I don’t know what your’re thinking, but It’s not like I’m some cuddly guy, that’s just not my style.” Han lænede sig længere ned så deres læber var lige over hinanden. ”Just.. Shut up for once.” ordene havde kun lige forladt ham, som han pressede sine læber imod Olivers, og gned sit skridt imod hans.

Okay fine.. Ikke mere om det så. Han kiggede ind i hans øjne og tillod sig selv et smil, ikke bare et smil, men et drillende dominerende smil også. Yeah well.. Han kunne jo ikke bare slukke for den del af sig selv, det var jo ligesom hvem han var, eller var blevet til.. Siden.. Alt det der shit. Jaja han havde da prøvet at ændre sig, men det var sgu ikke gået så godt, og ærgelig talt så havde det også været ret kedeligt. Han skubbede det hurtigt ud af sine tanker igen, det var ikke et sted han ville hen.
"What the fuck!!" råbte han højt da Alec bestemte sig for at ville bytte roller, havde Oliver givet ham lov til det? Ikke rigtigt vel? HEY!

Han prøvede selvfølgelig med det samme at vride sig fri. "Let the fuck GO!!" råbte han vredt, han ville ikke holdes nede sådan her, og slet ikke af den dreng der! That fucking little piece of shirt! "YOoou..." gispede han, før Alecs læber mødte hans.. Jeez.. He hated that boy.. But damn.. His lips.. That kiss..
Han faldt faktisk en smule mere til ro nu, han stoppede i hvert fald med at vride sig, for bare at gengælde kysset i stedet for, for fuck det var et godt kys det der! Og.. Hans krop mod hans på den måde.. He couldn't help it.. It turned him on.. Alec turned him on like nobody else.. Fucking hell.

Han havde fuldstændig ignoreret det faktum at det ikke passede Oliver at han havde taget magten, det var jo ikke fordi han ikke havde forventet det. Han smilede også bare som han forsøgte og vride sig fri, lige nu tydeligvis ikke i stand til det, selvom Alec måtte kæmpe lidt for at holde ham fast. Shit, he’s stronger than he look. Men han nægtede, og give efter, fandme nej, nok måtte være nok. Og kort efter mødtes deres læber i et krævende kys, et kys som afbrød Oliver midt i en sætning.

Han havde forventet han ville stritte imod, skubbe ham væk, bide ham i tungen, men det skete ikke. Faktisk så mærkede han hvordan kysset blev gengældt, og det fik ham blot til at gøre det dybere, mere intenst. Ohh shit, he wanted him so bad, he was still pissed, but he wanted him. Følelserne var forvirrende, og han skubbede frustrationerne væk, fokuserede kun på hans mage som lå under ham. Han slap ikke hans håndled, som han lod sine læber bevæge sig over hans hage, og ned over hans hals, som han nappede blidt i, kun for lidt efter og nappe en smule hårdere, lige præcis ikke hårdt nok til det ville efterlade et mærke. ”I’m still pissed.” sagde han så som han fortsatte med at kysse og nappe på halsen, hele vejen op til lige under hans øre. Langsomt begyndte han og slippe grebet på Olivers håndled, og hans hænder bevægede sig ned langs hans arme, og videre ned over hans krop. Fuck! Why did he want him so bad, when he was still mad? It made no fucking sense.

Fuck he hated him.. But oh he was so fucking hot! Like.. Got him going crazy. Han kyssede ham ivrigt tilbage, og først da Alecs læber forlod hans sukkede han opgivende, han ville gerne have mere.. Ikke at han havde tænkt sig at be om det dog.. No fucking way. "I said.. Let go Alec.." sagde han stille, dominerende, troede stadig han kunne få Alec til at give efter på grund af mage båndet, han var ligeglad med at han ikke ville have han udnyttede ham.. Det var hans heks? He could do with him, what the fuck he wanted! Men der blev ikke sluppet og Oliver begyndte at hive i sine håndled igen, fucking hell! Not letting that little cute shit dominate me, just like that! No!

Men så begyndte kyssende og bidende, og et støn gled over hans læber, som han lod nydelsen ramme sig et.. Hvis sted, what was he doing to him? Fucking witch! "Pissed? Why?" hviskede han bare stille, stadig lidt væk i begæret, hvad fuck havde han at være sur over? Han havde sgu da sagt undskyld for at kalde ham en slave, hvad var der mere? Jaja han havde slået ham næsten ihjel, men han havde også reddet hans liv! Og givet ham.. Givet ham sig selv, forhelved! Hvorfor satte den idiot ikke pris på det! Var han klar over hvor meget Oliver gav op for at være her, sammen med ham.. For fucking evigt! "You should really learn to appreciate me more.. Stupid witch" gispede han, som endnu et støn gled over hans læber.

Han hev sine arme til sig med det samme Alec gav slip.. Stupid. Og som Alec var distrahtere, tog Oliver fat om hans skuldre og klemte sine ben om hans hofter, inden han fik dem væltet over igen. "You don't get to dominate me.." hviskede han stille, nu han var øverst igen, tog han fat om Alecs håndled og lænede sig ned for at kysse ham igen.. Oh for them damn lips! "Like you could anyway.. To fucking cute!" drillede han mod hans læber, før han kyssede ham hårdt igen.

He heard the words that left the guy, but he didn’t bother to do as he was told. He didn’t have that same control over him anymore. Besides, when he asked him to let go, it was clear he didn’t really want it. The moans reached his ears, and just encouraged him to continue what he was doing, leaving kisses and bites on his neck. A deep growl left his throat as he was asked why he was pissed, but he didn’t want to answer him, not right now at least. But that changed as the boy’s big mouth ones more rambled in a gasping moan. ”Shut up! I’m tired of listening to you talking, I want to hear the other sounds you can make with that big mouth of yours.” he said with a dominating tone his voice, as he continued what he was doing, slowly letting go of the guys arms.

He should have known, he should have seen this coming from a mile away. Looking up into the eyes that belonged to the one fate had decided to be his destiny he heard him whispering. An annoyed expression showed on his face, as he heard the words, well they would be 2 to play that game, but before he could do anything his arms was held, and his lips once more claimed. Returning the kiss with eager, as he moaned into the kiss, his breathing getting harder by each minute. He tried to get free from the guy’s grip, but he couldn’t. Fucking hell! Still kissing he realized he only had one option, and with the help of his legs he pushed them off the bed. Landing with him on top, a hard bump sounding as they hit the ground. But he didn’t care, he didn’t have time for that. Quickly he claimed Oliver’s lips ones more, this time not letting go of his hands that was once more pinned on each side of his head. ”At least I’m not using magic to dominate you.” he said in a deep voice against those amazing lips. Grinding against him again, making himself even more turned on, making him long for his mate.

Why the fuck didn't he let the fuck go!! He told him to, like, how could he not? Had he already used him up, so last time, that was all he got? Fucking hell, no fun, no fun at all, now he had to fight him, who got the time for that! Every single fucking time! And no! They could not just take turns! No way in hell! Alec couldn't dominate shit, right? "Fuck you!" he retaliated, getting a bit pissed off actually.. But oh well, he got pissed off all the fucking time, being with Alec, this was a shithole of a relationship, it was never going to work, no.. No fucking way, how would they ever agree on anything?! Hopeless..

But shit! The kissing was so fucking amazing, and the body, his body, it just.. Made him shiver all over, and more soft moans left his lips, damn.. The sex was.. Pretty fucking good too.. Like the best he'd ever had, so.. Oh yes, he needed it, he needed Alec, he just didn't know.. How much.. To be exact.
SHIT! The rolled off the bed, no time to react much.. And then his head hid the floor pretty hard, and yeah the rest of his body, and he let out af loud whine.. A more painful moan.. "Ouch!! For fuck sake Alec, are you trying to kill me?!" he yelled, getting pretty mad now.. He didn't like that shit, getting tossed around like that! It was precisely as the first time they've meet! When Alec had made him fall to the ground to.. What the freaking fuck, stop that!

He was about to let out some more steam when Alec kissed him again.. MHM NO! FUCK!
The anger got to him, and he actually got out of the grad Alec had around his wrists, so he stopped the kissing han pushed him away.. But not to try and dominate him back this time.. No! He just got up, crawled a meter or so away, and sat down, he pulled his legs up under him, and wrapped his arms around them, looking quite hurt actually.. And he was.. And of cause.. Pissed up like crazy.. So fucking angry! He just sat there.. Staring at Alec. Not talking.. Which was something he almost never dig.. Now Alec must know.. Something was wrong.

He didn’t know what the fuck this was. They kept yelling at each other, fighting over control. He never tried anything quite like this, what the fuck was fate thinking? How could this be a perfect match? None of them seemed willing to let the other have control. But then again, the sex, shit it was amazing. Suddenly the thought of only being able to have sex with one person for the rest of his long life, it wasn’t quite so repelling.

He felt how Oliver pushed him away, and he stopped looking at him. What the fuck was wrong with this guy? He was about to yell, tell him off, and then he noticed how he had backed away. How he just sat there, all curled up, looking hurt. Shit… Alec bit down on his lip, trying to figure out what to do. What did he want to do? Something in him hurt from seeing Oliver like that, in fact he rather wanted him yelling at him, telling him off. Anything but that. Slowly he crawled over to him and sat down next to him, on the side with a leg on each side. His arms resting on his knees, as he didn’t really know what to say, but he had to, he had to say something. ”Sorry.. I… I guess my temper got the best of me.” moving a hand to Olivers chin, where it was placed ever so softly. His green eyes full of regret, clear for anyone to see. ”I was pissed because you used it like that. Used the connection and the fact I couldn’t stop myself from doing as you asked. I felt.. used..” okay now he was honest, something he normally wasn’t, what the fuck was this guy doing to him. Sighing he pulled his hand back, his arm ones more resting on his knee, as he lowered his head. How was this ever going work out.

Oliver didn't move, he just sat there, looking at Alec, trying to make up his mind.. He should just leave.. When did leaving get so fucking hard?! His eyes was on Alec the whole time, seeing him getting nearer and then stopping to sit next to Oliver.. Damn.. That cute face.. It was hard to stay like this.. Pissed off and.. A bit hurt, yeah. But he stayed quite, actually he didn't know what the fuck to say.. Only Alec could make him this way, no one else made ham silent like this! He just muttered a bit to the sorry part, cause it still hurt, yeah he liked it rough.. But no.. Not like he wanted a concussion or a back injury.. No thank you!

And then he just listen some more, feeling pretty guilty as Alec kept talking. He sighed and finally he moved, to crawl op on Alecs lap, where he wrapped his legs about the guy, and put his hands on his shoulders. "I know.. That was the point.." He said.. Also trying to be honest with Alec.. "I turns me on.. Using you.." he whispered, yeah well it did.. He was all about using people, someone must have broken him.. Making him into this.. Shitty excuse of an really hopeless angel. Yet he knew exactly who..

"But.. If you want, I can let you in on a little secret of mine, maybe it will make you feel.. Better.." he said, kinda regretting it as he was talking.. Fuck.. No he didn't want anyone to know this! But.. He just.. It was fucking hard to lie to Alec.. And.. It was fucking hard okay!!
"I like being used too.. So please.. Just take your revenge, so we can be done with it" he said, looking into Alecs eyes.. Damn.. SHIT!

He lifted his head, looking at Oliver as he placed himself on top of him. His hands not being on him at the moment, not wanting to. And there it was again, that pissed feeling, but only for a short moment as Oliver continued talking. Looking into those hazel eyes that belonged to his mate. He wanted to say something, but he couldn’t. He just sat there, looking at him, his hands resting on his own legs behind Oliver. An eyebrow being raised, and a curious look showed in her eyes, as Oliver talked about letting him in on a secret. He couldn’t really come up with any ideas to what it could be. But what he confessed he had not seen coming, and it hit him like a car running way to fast, which could also be seen on his expression. Finally his hands moved to Olivers back, right above where his ass where and he decided to finally answer him.

”I don’t mind being used.. And it’s not like I didn’t like it. I.. I just..” he started off but had to stop as he bit down his own lip, how to put this without it sounding harsh. ”I don’t mind being used, I don’t mind you having control. I don’t mind being submissive, in fact it rather turns me on.” he said with a soft whisper, locking their eyes together ”I just don’t like being controlled against my will. Like you did.” still talking with the same soft whisper he was being brutally honest, something he probably should have been as soon as Oliver entered his room.

One hand moving up to Olivers hair, onto his cheek and a semi strong grip in his chin as he pulled him a bit closer to him. ”I don’t want revenge.. Not when it’s you. I want you to enjoy it.” he said before claiming the other guys lips. Yeah he was dominating, and he was fucked up. But when it came to Oliver, he couldn’t get himself to hurt him. At least not on purpose. Something about him made a side appear in Alec, a side he hadn’t seen since, well that guy.

This was such bullshit.. Why couldn't they just get along? He really wanted it to be easy.. Like when he was with Nico, just chilling and stuff.. But Alec wasn't his friend, he was his.. Eh.. Soulmate kinda guy, whatever that was supposed to indicate. Fuck it was hard! Anyways he sat their listing, he really just wanted to get up and leave this shit, but his body wouldn't listen, it wanted to be near Alec.. Stupid yeah. "Okay.." he said, not sure what else to tell him, he'd already said sorry once, and he was sooo bad at it.. He didn't want to do it again, no! "I won't do it again then.. If you don't try ang kill me again, ok?" he then responded, the back of his head still hurt! He really didn't wanted a trip to the hospital, for more than one reason.. No, never, rather die.

A small sight left his lips, still hating doing this.. Talking.. About stuff.. Fucking hard! He was about to stop Alec again when he got dominating again, holding Oliver like that, no way! No one did.. But.. He just gave Alec a silent growl, telling him not to push it.. Really. But the next he said.. Fuck..
And he didn't even get to respond, cause then he got all distracted by the sweet lips, and that he could fucking handel! Sex was always something he could handle, so nice and easy!
But he pulled back.. Looked him in the eyes again.. "Not that I don't want you right now.. Cause I do.. I want you all the fucking time.. But.. I need to ask you something, this soulmate stuff, what do you want with me, what are we supposed to be, and do.. Mhmm what do you except?" he said, trying not to sound to insecure, but he was.. Fuck.

He hadn’t tried to kill him, but looking back now he could see that it had been a bad idea to just roll them off the bed. ”Yeah sorry. I just got.. Carried away. It won’t happened again.” he just answered calmly. Yeah it had been a bit too much, and looking at Oliver now, he realized it. He could see on his expression that it still hurt him, just a bit at least. He actually handled the pain very well, making Alec wonder if he had gotten to used to it maybe? But that thought was pushed away, he didn’t want to linger at it, not now at least.

He ignored the growl, letting their lips meet. He didn’t really care at the moment. Feelings was not his thing, sex was. And kissing seemed to be the best way to make Oliver shut up. For a while at least. But then he pulled back again, and looked at him. He sighed, more talking? What the fuck was this some kind of knitting club? But despite those thoughts he chose to listen to the guys words. The words caught him a bit off guard, not the whole wanting him, but more the whole asking what he expected? Like how was he suppose to know? He signed, placing his hands on Olivers thighs, he had realized that he was not getting out of this one. He wanted to talk about this, so until they had he probably wouldn’t let it go.

”Gosh I hate this talking thing.. This is why I have always tried to avoid meeting, well… you..” he then shrugging as it was the truth. He signed leaning back, placing his arms on the floor behind him for support. It was not because he wasn’t turned on by Oliver now, or well in love. But before he met him, he hated the thought of meeting his mate, even without knowing who he was. ”I tried to avoid it, because I know what it means. I can’t fuck anyone else but you. Atleast I’m so lucky that the sex is good. Tshh.. I don’t even dare to think if it had been bad.” He explained bluntly a small smile showing on his lips. ”I don’t know what to expect. I don’t really know you. All I know Is what I feel for you, strongly. I don’t want you to be with anyone else. I want you for myself. I want to lavish you with attention, pleasure.” he said pulling himself back up, softly placing kissing among Olivers neck. ”If that’s not enough, I don’t know what is.” he mumbled against the soft skin on the neck softly biting on to it, a hand behind his back.

Okay Alec didn't seem that happy about the questions, or the talkning maybe? He didn't hide it that well, he knew, he tried to avoid it, by all the kissing.. All the distracting. But Oliver needed to know, really he hated this part too, but he just wanted to get it over with, so they could.. Yeah well.. Fuck. For Oh Damn! He wanted him, so badly, alle the kissing and the touching.. Shiiii.. Control yourself, God Damit! But it was difficult, for him to just sit on his lap and look at him, like.. Jeez he was so hot.. Still cute of cause, but also hot, and it was.. Yeah.. OKAY!

"I do too, but I need it.. Yeah.. Always felt bad for my stupid witch friend, was quite happy about not being a witch, and not having to deal with that shit.. But here I am anyways.. Dealing with shit.. I really wanna hate you.. So bad.. But I don't" He said, now waiting, hoping Alec would say something.. Anything would do! But then he.. Was that a compliment? Oh shit, Go to hell! Now Oliver was blushing.. Like Stop! Please!!! So fucking embarrassing! He just hoped to God, Alec wouldn't notice.. "Yeah, sex is good.." He just murmured, looking at det smil on Alecs face.. He liked that smile.

But the words that followed.. Jesus christ.. It made him kinda gasp for air, and his heart just missed a few beats, as it tried to speed up to fucking fast! Hell! Det already red cheeks, became even more red, and all just.. It.. And then the kissing, and he was done.. Couldn't take it anymore.. Fuck!
He pushed himself down form upon Alecs lab, and slowly he got up, now standing, he reached down and stretched out a hand to help Alec up too. He then took his hand and, just as silent as before, led him to the bed, where he gave him a soft push in the chest, to make him sit down in form of Oliver. Then taking one step back, Oliver began to strip, not in some kind of dirty way, with dancing or stuff. Just.. Taking the clothes off, because it was in the way, and he wanted Alec.. So fucking bad! When he was butt naked he just leant in now grabbing Alecs t-shirt, and taking it off, wanted him to get naked too.. Please?! And yes.. He was looking a bit.. Sweet right now.. Maybe.. With the blushing and the.. Kinda loving look in his eyes.. Maybe.

He wanted to say sorry, sorry for pulling him into this, but he couldn’t. It was not because he did this on purpose, it was not because he saw Oliver and thought ‘hey here’s an idea. Let’s go ruin that guy’s life’. No it had been out of his control, it was something that had been decided when he was born, and even if he wanted, he couldn’t just ignore it. And it seemed like Oliver knew that, since he had a witch friend.

His eyes noticed the way Oliver started to blush over his words, but for now he didn’t say anything about it. He wasn’t done talking. And then the guy even gasped for air, and his cheeks got even more red. Ohh fuck, he couldn’t hold himself back when he looked like that. He leaned in and attacked Oliver’s neck with kisses and love bites.

His eyes turned to Oliver with a confused look in them as he pushed himself off of him. What now? But then he offered him a hand, and he helped him get up from the floor. He didn’t say a word as he led him to the bed, he just followed him, wondering what he was doing. But instead of asking he decided to just watch him. Now sitting on the bed he watched as his mate started to take of his clothes. It was not because it was in any particular sexy striptease way, but in Alec’s eyes it was the sexiest thing he had ever seen. How he kind of exposed himself, right there, no hesitation. His eyes were glued to the guy, taking in it all, his eyes moving over his body, watching the sexy man that was his soulmate. Okay maybe he hasn’t been unlucky at all, because shit he was hot. He raised his arms, as he pulled the t-shirt over his head, helping him. The way he looked at him, the look in his eyes, the red cheeks, it did something to Alec, something he couldn’t put a finger on, but it did something. He grabbed Oliver’s hand and held onto it with a soft grip, slowly pulling him closer, the other hand placed on his cheek claiming his lips in a kiss, not hard or rough, but gentle and loving.

Slowly he got up, and turned them around, gently pushing Oliver down on the bed. He freed himself from the rest of his clothes, before he slowly crawled over him, leaving kisses and love bites, from the lover part of his stomach, all the way up to his neck, his jaw, and then finally ones more claiming those lips that were making him so damn addictive. His body being gently pushed against Oliver’s, he whispered against his lips ”I want you. I can’t control myself when you look like that. It does… something to me..” he said being brutally honest, he didn’t feel like hiding it for him.

A soft sigh left his lips, as he just looked into his soulmates eyes and slowly bit down his own lip, a bit shy maybe. But this was more than just sex, it was so much more, they both knew it, both to stubborn to admit it, but it was.. It was real. Alec got up, and Oliver took a small step back, giving him the space he needed to turn then around, Oliver just let him push him down on the bed.. For once not fighting him, first time since they met actually. But he didn't wanted to fight him, not this time, this time he just wanted him.. So fucking much.. It was burning so fucking strong inside him, he needed him, Alec.. His mate.. Yes.. They were bound, they belonged to each other.. No.. They belong together, every one could see that! And the look in Olivers eyes.. It admitted to that. He belonged with alec.

His arms was immediately finding their way around Alec, when he got into the bed too, touching him, holding him, whispering soft moans as Alec found his way to Oliver's neck.. Oh.. And then their lips met once again.. In the best kiss of all times! He raised his legs and wrapped them around Alecs body, pulling him even closer. "Then take me.." He just whispered, letting Alec get full access, no foreplay needed, Oliver was already stone hard, logning for his mate.. He just wanted him.. And yes.. He had let totally go of his usually dominating attitude.. There was no need for that.. Not right now.. Sure it would properly come back, but.. Right now he just wanted Alec, he didn't care about anything else.. He just.. Wanted.. Him.

The look in Olivers eyes was totally different from what Alec had seen so far. But if he looked himself in the mirror he would have seen the same look. Not that he would ever admit it. But this was, nice.. This was no fighting, no one trying to control the other, this was.... He didn't knew what it was, he just knew he enjoyed it, probably more than he had enjoyed anything in his life before. A small groan against Olivers lips as he felt himself getting pulled towards him, and then those words. It was an open invitation, an invitation for him to take him. Not to get revenge or anything like that, no this was different.

He could be dominating, he normally wasn't into all this soft cute shit. But something about Oliver, the way he moved, the way he spoke, the very look in his eyes, it made him want to do it differently. He wanted something he had never had with anyone before. Once more their lips met in an intense and passionated kiss, a kiss full of emotions he didn't think he was capable of feeling. He probably didn't regonize them right now either. One of his hands moved down Olivers body, slowly trailing over that soft skin of his, outside his legs, and around to his own very hard erection. With his hand stabalizing his own erection, he could move his hips just enough to place him right outside Olivers tight entrance. He broke the kiss, wanting to look him deep in the eyes, as she slowly eased himself into him and a deep groan leaving him as he felt him around him. "Ohh fuck Oliver.." he moaned before starting to lavish Olivers neck with kisses and love bites, his hips starting to move in slow steady motions, letting them both getting used to the feeling. This was fucking perfect!

Yes, exactly, that look.. Oh it made him so weak.. Alec just knew exactly how to hit all his soft spots, really. He just looked right into the emerald green eyes, so fucking pretty, feeling like.. What the hell was he feeling? Some kind of surrender, not in the bad way of cause, just like, he accepted this, all of this, the bond, the mate stuff, but also Alec.. He accepted him.. Not that he just like that felled in love with him or anything, but.. Still.. He opened his heart to him, or he tried, letting him see this side of Oliver, the more vulnerable side, the side he was always hiding, trying not to let anyone in, but with Alec.. It was.. It was okay.. He actually trusted him.. He would never hurt him, not for real.. No!

A soft moan left his lips as Alec slipped his fingers down his longing body, touching him oh so soft, no he didn't like this either.. Normally at least.. Right now, it was the only way he wanted it!
He tried not to loosen up a bit, knowing he was.. quite tight bag there.. And it would go easier if he just relaxed, but still.. Just the expectation of the pain.. Made it hard to relax.. Alec distracted him with the kiss, and his body let go.. Just a bit.. But then the kiss broke, and the intense stare was back.. And he let out a soft whine.. Feeling Alec just outside him now, ready to go in.. Fuck.. And as it happened he had to press his eyes hard shut, whining, almost yelling form the pain.. His nails got pushed deeper into Alecs bag, as he got a firm grip in him..
"Fuck that hurts.. But please don't stop!" He cried out, feeling the sweet kisses and soft bites all over his neck.. Mhmm! And then Alec started moving.. Oh shit... Oh shit.. Oh!!! But it was slow.. And kinda gentle.. And it was perfect really.. And the pain started to vanish.. Or.. Just stepped out into the background.. The lust taking over, oh yeah.. "Aaahh.. Mh! More!" he moaned.. Yes please.. And Alec was hitting that spot so fucking flawless! And the lust grew bigger than the pain, and he really enjoyed it now. He pulled his nails out of the wounds again, instead he put his fingers against his neck, stroke him gently, till he reached his cheeks, now dragging his face toward him, so he could press another longing, needy kiss against those sweet lips.. Yes.. Oh.

Alec could feel just how tight Oliver was, it reminded him of himself. But that whine, it made him freeze for just a second, not wanting to hurt him. It just meant he had to be more careful, go slower, so he did. The nails in his back made him bite down on his own lip, a deep hum coming from his throat from the pain mixed with the pleasure. Oliver’s request made him continue what he was doing, slowly pushing himself all the way into Oliver. And then the painful sounds from Oliver turned into moans, and in his lust he asked for more. This was not a command, this was him asking out of pure lust, and Alec was more than happy to obey, continuing that slow steady pace. His lips met with Oliver’s in one more of those intoxication and perfect kisses. Shit, why were they so good. They fueled his lust even more, making the moves with his hips harder, deeper, more demanding, but still on the gentle side.

It was weird, not having that feeling of just wanting to take him hard, pushing the limit. All he wanted to do was this, slowly build himself closer to the edge. ”Fucking hell you’re tight.” he moan against his lips. Once more one of his hands moved down his body, down under one of his legs, slowly moving it, as he pulled back from the kiss. Without ever leaving the warm tight feeling Oliver gave him, he got on his knees, legs spread, hands on his hips, pulling Oliver closer to him. Both Oliver’s legs now placed up against his muscular chest, he changed the way he moved inside him. Rotating his hips more as he thrust into him, groaning from the sensation it sent through his entire body.

Oh.. The sweet pain.. Oh damn.. It was so amazing! Never had sex been so good before, couldn't they just do this, like, all the time?! Yeah of cause he was tight, what the fuck Alec?! Oliver wasn't used to being bottom like this, he was always on top.. More or less.. Sometimes it slip okay? But With Alec.. Okay he liked it.. He really did.. It was pure pleasure, so fucking good.. Felling him inside him, filling him up like that, they just fit perfect together like this. A laud and lustful moan left his lips, and he just pressede them against Alec, stealing one more wild kiss.. Mhmm.. Damn.. "Ohhh, ohhhhh" He moaned.. Looking up on Alec.. Kinda love-like? Yeah.. There was some feelings.. Something.. But he would never admit to that.. although he couldn't make his body hide it either.. Hmm.
He just followed Alec as he switched position, it was fine by Oliver.. Letting Alec reach even further into him.. Feeling all of him, oh it was hot! "Harder.. Please.." He panted.. Fuck.. More.. Harder.. Faster! "Take me God Dammit!" He begged.. Oh please, please, please..